Life's Up and Downs..
Where do i start?
Maybe when i was a young boy,young and restless boy doenst haf anything to worry about in life.All he do is play play n play and ignorant about the surroundings tat is happening.Yes tat is when i was young.
Now standing at 27yrs old wtf in my whole life have i been doing all these years?
5years back i came out from a miserable place but yet after learning a lesson i still go back to the old road but just choosing a different way to do it.3years back i almost got fired cos i went back to the miserable place for a few days.Creating trouble is my hobby?Yeah i guess much too so.My working life previously only spend on myself even when i started a full time job in 1996.I only remember giving mother money once or twice just to respect them.The rest of the money went to gambling -_-"
Learn my fuking lesson after every month of being broke from gambling i quitted GAMBLING ONCE AND FOR ALL AND I MEAN IT.Yeah i have done tat at least i didnt let myself down.I have quitted smoking as in knowing health isnt tat good at the moment so its a need to stop.Troubles gone Peace at last.Learning steps of everything means alot at this age of mine.Well everyone haf alot of ups and downs in life i do have alot.Even friends betrayal make me see the light and cruel of this world.
Really true friends u wont see much in your life.Like out of 200 friends only haf like true friends erm around 5?Yeah i haf some and they are really true friends that sit thru thick and thin with me.True friends are like a wallet to you dat u cant possibly leave them at home without bringing them out.
When you are downed friends are there for you arent they?
Yes they are and i myself will be there for them too.
Sometimes really think tat life is meaningless to me.Why is that so?
Why cos my mind and brain isnt big enough to load memories of stress.
Stress really can kill ppl.Even relationships do kill ppl too.Some ppl will go mad got depression and etc i seen them all too.The kind of madness you will never expect and u thought u are seeing a drama show on Tv.But den think back its true in reality.
And you thought depression is easily cured by medication you are way too wrong.
Medication dun cure depression.When ppl get worked up their veins go tensed,when they feel nothing can be saved in their life their brain dun function well.
Its all in the mentality.Its in the brain.No one can cure depression or stress only the person who is depressed can save himself/herself.
I am no Superman Nor i am Batman either.Human beings have emotional sides so do i.I always haf this idea of playing game so i can destress myself if i get no mood or watever in life.I have a passion in game yes i do sometimes i play like nuts.Cos when i get stressed cos of life the only thing is virtually something can satisfy me and make me happy so i could forget the downs of life.Yeah but sometimes playing game do make me fed up at times.Yes it does when u get frustrated by someone but its a game all you can do is shut it down viola no more frustration.But when life gets stressed and things happen very unfortunately you can face it bravely if you want to or escape from it so u can forget it till the next day come.Yes i do get that sometimes.Some ppl really dun understand me.I guess only my true friends know wat i am made of.I am No King No Superhero just an ordinary guy.Just as an example being a superior at work doesnt make u almighty.More Job More Responsibility = More Stressed No Time.Money doesnt make Life Whole.So wat if u are rich it doesnt take yr stress away from life or depression when yr relationship or marriage turn sour.No one can ever hide away from the reality of life.You can get drunk next day bah u awake and get yrself facing the reality again.But i chose not to get drunk cos in the end the next day i suffer from the drunkness and the face of reality and tat will really kill me.Do i look very easy going?Do i look like i haf no troubles?Answer is NO.
Human beings all haf troubles.I have stress at work but i do have a loving gf but that doesnt mean i am free of troubles either.Quarrels to relationship sometimes really make a relationship worst Sometimes it deepens the love and nourishes it.But not all quarrels do nourish the relationship.Sour or Sweet you can choose in between.
Its all about Compromise + Understanding + Love
Ever since so long..I have long lost touch with my two darling meimei and i can actually forget her birthday when i spoke to her today on Msn.Amazingly i am getting old and forgetful.But we are all adults yes and adults do make mistakes and are forgetful at times too.I can even forget abt the treat i promise the both of them yet didnt fulfil for like 2yrs...Its hard to make time meet for the 3 of us to even meet up when the day i was promoted one was studying and the other was working so time didnt come to match in between.And seriously speaking i haven been meeting my friends like 1 month plus.Didnt even contact much either.Sometimes i really like staring in blank space and thinking nothing.Think too much gives my brain a electric shock on wat i have been doing.And now my brain is not functioning well at the moment its not easy to talk this much for a blog anyway.
Maybe just ignore me for a moment as my game server is doing maintenance and i cant login my game to relieve all the stress on me.
Signed Off
Brain Tumor Littletrolly
Maybe when i was a young boy,young and restless boy doenst haf anything to worry about in life.All he do is play play n play and ignorant about the surroundings tat is happening.Yes tat is when i was young.
Now standing at 27yrs old wtf in my whole life have i been doing all these years?
5years back i came out from a miserable place but yet after learning a lesson i still go back to the old road but just choosing a different way to do it.3years back i almost got fired cos i went back to the miserable place for a few days.Creating trouble is my hobby?Yeah i guess much too so.My working life previously only spend on myself even when i started a full time job in 1996.I only remember giving mother money once or twice just to respect them.The rest of the money went to gambling -_-"
Learn my fuking lesson after every month of being broke from gambling i quitted GAMBLING ONCE AND FOR ALL AND I MEAN IT.Yeah i have done tat at least i didnt let myself down.I have quitted smoking as in knowing health isnt tat good at the moment so its a need to stop.Troubles gone Peace at last.Learning steps of everything means alot at this age of mine.Well everyone haf alot of ups and downs in life i do have alot.Even friends betrayal make me see the light and cruel of this world.
Really true friends u wont see much in your life.Like out of 200 friends only haf like true friends erm around 5?Yeah i haf some and they are really true friends that sit thru thick and thin with me.True friends are like a wallet to you dat u cant possibly leave them at home without bringing them out.
When you are downed friends are there for you arent they?
Yes they are and i myself will be there for them too.
Sometimes really think tat life is meaningless to me.Why is that so?
Why cos my mind and brain isnt big enough to load memories of stress.
Stress really can kill ppl.Even relationships do kill ppl too.Some ppl will go mad got depression and etc i seen them all too.The kind of madness you will never expect and u thought u are seeing a drama show on Tv.But den think back its true in reality.
And you thought depression is easily cured by medication you are way too wrong.
Medication dun cure depression.When ppl get worked up their veins go tensed,when they feel nothing can be saved in their life their brain dun function well.
Its all in the mentality.Its in the brain.No one can cure depression or stress only the person who is depressed can save himself/herself.
I am no Superman Nor i am Batman either.Human beings have emotional sides so do i.I always haf this idea of playing game so i can destress myself if i get no mood or watever in life.I have a passion in game yes i do sometimes i play like nuts.Cos when i get stressed cos of life the only thing is virtually something can satisfy me and make me happy so i could forget the downs of life.Yeah but sometimes playing game do make me fed up at times.Yes it does when u get frustrated by someone but its a game all you can do is shut it down viola no more frustration.But when life gets stressed and things happen very unfortunately you can face it bravely if you want to or escape from it so u can forget it till the next day come.Yes i do get that sometimes.Some ppl really dun understand me.I guess only my true friends know wat i am made of.I am No King No Superhero just an ordinary guy.Just as an example being a superior at work doesnt make u almighty.More Job More Responsibility = More Stressed No Time.Money doesnt make Life Whole.So wat if u are rich it doesnt take yr stress away from life or depression when yr relationship or marriage turn sour.No one can ever hide away from the reality of life.You can get drunk next day bah u awake and get yrself facing the reality again.But i chose not to get drunk cos in the end the next day i suffer from the drunkness and the face of reality and tat will really kill me.Do i look very easy going?Do i look like i haf no troubles?Answer is NO.
Human beings all haf troubles.I have stress at work but i do have a loving gf but that doesnt mean i am free of troubles either.Quarrels to relationship sometimes really make a relationship worst Sometimes it deepens the love and nourishes it.But not all quarrels do nourish the relationship.Sour or Sweet you can choose in between.
Its all about Compromise + Understanding + Love
Ever since so long..I have long lost touch with my two darling meimei and i can actually forget her birthday when i spoke to her today on Msn.Amazingly i am getting old and forgetful.But we are all adults yes and adults do make mistakes and are forgetful at times too.I can even forget abt the treat i promise the both of them yet didnt fulfil for like 2yrs...Its hard to make time meet for the 3 of us to even meet up when the day i was promoted one was studying and the other was working so time didnt come to match in between.And seriously speaking i haven been meeting my friends like 1 month plus.Didnt even contact much either.Sometimes i really like staring in blank space and thinking nothing.Think too much gives my brain a electric shock on wat i have been doing.And now my brain is not functioning well at the moment its not easy to talk this much for a blog anyway.
Maybe just ignore me for a moment as my game server is doing maintenance and i cant login my game to relieve all the stress on me.
Signed Off
Brain Tumor Littletrolly
