Goodbye to all my friends in Greymane...

Sad to say if either one of you really come across my blog.All i haf to say is goodbye to you guys.After 8months of hardwork and getting myself and others getting equipped for the end games in greymane,i realise this wont work out for me and my fellow friends in Singapore playing in this server anymore.
The day we step in Zul Gurub and Molten Core the challenges in there although we arent even a 40man in there,We took up on all our shoulders fight the way to Lucifron Kill Mandokir The Bloodlord, Venoxis the Snake Priestess and Jeklik the Flying Bat Bitch.We 30manned Molten Core to the first boss Lucifron got a hell loads of fun.In the end the fun that have begin not long now have died down.One by one everyone is leaving.And we as asians we cant afford to raid with those americans even by waking up at 4am or 5am to raid with them in Molten Core is a NONO for me.I got a life i go clubbing all weekends get drunk get slam haf fun i dun wan to spoil my life.Its a hard decision for me to leave its a heart pain for me too to leave all of you but i guess my career of wow haf to end in this way.Either i grab my butt out and start anew in a pacific server or die and rot in the morning with those americans.Its been real fun in TRH "The Rising Horde"
Really fun when we started out as only like 40members and till 200+ members right now.And the day i got a promotion to a officer i was as shock as like hell.Wat did i do to deserve being a officer?I just help out give free things help every low lvl tat needs a helping hand get things going all these arent really worth a mention.Got a Officer rank and in charge of so many ppl in guild isnt a easy task either.I am quite a quiet person in guild doesnt talk much but when i start to crap i can crap like hell.The fun times in officer chat where we yell at each other play leeroy whenever there is crappy feeling really make my days worthwhile logging in every night to haf fun and laughter.Everyday i was only thinking to go home and find you guys to play always excited always i swear.But right now the feeling slowly fades away.Its due to the server going to die soon.So wat if the alliance haf all the epics they haf so wat.They still lost to us in Battlegrounds.Wat is armor when ppl doesnt haf brains!U need brains and good armor to be invincible not great armour yet brainless tat is why we always win in Battlegrounds.Try me as a priest i heal like a fuking Bitch i cant play a good warrior as i am a tanking warrior for raids not for PVP.I haf learn alot from the guild masters taught me on how to tank and etc all these tat haf brought me up in this server as a tanking bitch in greymane.I knew nothing as a noob u guys taught me and guide me and its my time to babysit ppl but some ppl dun understand the meaning of loyalty.I cant blame them the more members a guild haf and the progress most ppl will choose tat guild instead of us.Yeah we had our fun but i need to carry on my career and not waste my talents and my friends talents and time in tat dying server.Good Luck to you guys you all will be remembered by me....If you guys haf the intention to follow us or join us feel free to contact me in Msn as most of you should know ^_^.
Best of Luck to you guys in there.Goodbye my dear Friends.

Signed Off
Littleorc 389Defense Lvl 60 Warrior
Lichshadow Healing Bitch Lvl 60 Priest

Some thoughts after 5 years......

I was thinking along this road of 5 years down.
After releasing from Holiday Camp for 2yrs +
I been out for 5 years and what have i been doing all these 5 years.
Was released at 2001 July.Getting out of holiday camp was a reason for me to live or should be happy.The first thing i came out was back to my old camp Army camp to grab my IC if it was suppose to be returned to me.Well i went back to my Unit and check out whether the old staffs was there -_-|.Only left my Staff Sergeant and 1 staff i knew the rest was new to me and the old ones already ORD.Got my Exempted Cert in Green colour and yes no reservist for me.Finally back to my own sweet home and got to finally bathe in hot water.
The first person whom called me was my ex gf yeah a good surprise den follow by one of my brothers one by one calling to send regards to me and i didnt slept for the first day was watching vcd whole night.Brothers ask me out the next day to some place where they play billiards and snooker and damn come a cigarette to me.First time smoke in 2 yrs + definitely make my head spin and there here goes addicted smoker for another 3 yrs ^_^.I dont owe anyone any explanation when i was the one in holiday camp instead of them.My best friend told me to explain to someone when he knew i was releasing as he expects we still can get together as a good brother in long term.Well unexpectedly he call me and i guess this is the time i should or shouldnt explain at all.Wasting my time when he said i was the one who betray him ya whos the fucking one who went in prison -_-|...i Guess i wouldnt be bothered with him anyway.Well after so many years ppl do changed.Change for the better i guess its a no for him.Landed me into quite alot of troubles after i release.Loansharks and Debt collectors frequenting my house to collect money.Damn bored of this kinda fucking life.The last time i ever did was to fight again with him and this time i seen the worst -_-|.I been working for 5 years from tat day and thanks to my sister i am working here as a perm staff.After tat last sentence of 7 days in prison i said to myself nv will i ever come in this fucking place again.Those old prisoners always say the same thing "Dun ever come back here again" and Yet why do i always see them in there -_-|...They either got bored of the life outside or they really cant survive outside with a living.I seen too much of these ppl too many fucking in and out of prison.Nothing can ever explain and its always one sentence in prison but when release its another sentence.Actually 10 of them only 1 will keep to their word.The rest are like enjoying their life in there...
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Above this explains -_-|
The only thing u enjoy in there is keep fit good food healthy food and challenges on how to keep fit and good shape and figure.
Those tat taught me on how to keep a good figure and keep fit all thanks to you guys i haf the figure and six pack due to training and lessons.
Grateful for all those but it seems like after so many years i starting to become lazy.My six pack almost gone soon -_-|.And i guess its time for me to train up and stop my fucking game all the time.I haf quitted smoking but i still often go drinking and clubbing with friends.As usual weekends come drinking session starts.
Day by day getting older n older.I need some resolution i could stick with -_-|.
Time waits for no man and so there is some things i need to jot down.
Fate and Love is still on the searching radar.
No more gangsters even gangsters use Msn nowadays.All my brothers use Msn imagine tat some are still studying even when they are 25yrs old.Nothing is fucking imaginable.
I still could imagine the past when i was probation and i need to get home before 7pm sometimes when the heavy rain bus will go slow and i almost got home late when i knock off at 530pm and its only special knockoff for me as usually its 6pm.The day i change my probation to 10pm and i started work as usual from 9am to 6pm and starting to learn things eventually.I was a totaly idiotic on computers and know fucking nuts abt nothing.All these years i can say tat i haf grown up and learn alot of things that i am interested in.Thanks to all those whom help me when i in trouble especially my best friend too when i needed tat help.Hopefully no more troubles anymore.Live and learn and play life to the fullest.
You will never know wat will happen in the few years down the road.
Everything is acheivable.Nothing is impossible.
Even Impossible says I M POSSIBLE.
I got my life back after my probation and never ever thought of going to any police station ever again.Sick of it tired too...
With determination i finally got my license and haf my own transport ^_^
I rely on it alot as i am a lazy guy and dun like to waste time on sitting public transport etc.More time saved more time spend on things tat are worth doing.
5 years not one of my ex gf understands me i know its hard on them as every relationship breaks as they realise they cant understand me but i can yet understand them.The only person whom understands me is far away from me.Yes too far away i cant reach her.Yet maybe the only gal whom knows alot abt me rather den the rest.I wish her the best with her bf.Although we seldom talk and contact anymore she will still be remembered by me forever.Cos she really did leave good memories with me.Something worth to live and die for.
Now here i am living till almost 27 years with so many years of trouble.
I am cleared of accusation and Benediction.
Just hope life will go well for me in the future.
Making everything in my life brighten up.
Thats what is call life..........................

Dazzy mood lousy mood!

Having a lousy mood and abit in a dazed mood.Not sure where the problem lies with...
Although have a good victory yesterday but from yesterday till now my mood hasnt changed yet.Going to MOS to drink later maybe drink myself Drop Dead den get MC the next day.Need to relax abit this mood kinda can kill me.Hopefully no one step on my toes later if not i dunno wat will happen -_-|.
If Miracles do happen definitely it wont happen on me....

So tired
Lousy Mood
Dazed ------

Another long weekend over!

Thursday Night went to MOS wtf bcos of public holiday the whole stupid shit RNB still stays on at the small room over there at smooch.Wat a turn off day!Met my Ex gf there and she was there the first time so she went to explore with her friends.
Met one of our long time brother whom was working over there as a bouncer and we tried to steal one of the tables which have names.The most funny thing was my friend took away the name card on the table and keep it and got caught by the waiter over there LOL.We finally found a table to sit which was behind the DJ where u cant see the stupid dancefloor but anyway RNB isnt at main hall so was kinda pissed off.
Tried to walk over to the RNB hall yet there was like WTF a queue to go in even the front door was close -_-|.Met Xiaoyan and her friends and finally got to know someone.Around 2+ we left MOS and went to Macdonald to eat and went home drunk.
Next day was at home whole day doing nothing and i am really tired of playing wow dunno why i had this kinda mood.Maybe next week will be a better week anyway since there is no longer any long weekends.
Saturday Night celebrated mothers day at a fucking ulu place call Bottletree Village at Sembawang.Those ppl who haven been there i think they would U turn if they went there at night and didnt know where the fuk tat place is.It looks like a haunted place to me all the while when i was riding in all jungle no lights and no road worst still.Fuck up place where there is a beach there and so many ppl are there.The food isnt great so i would ban this place and i went off within 30mins of dinner without really tasting all the food cos the food kinda sux.
I went home speeding all the way and book tickets for Mission Impossible 3.
Met her at midnight den we went to watch the show at PS.The show was quite nice but i have a stupid urge to go to the toilet when the show almost going to end and i miss the most impt part which someone was framed wtf.Anyway a few seconds wont do no harm quite a nice show.Looking forward to watch Over the Hedge too.Most probably this week is a good one to watch.
Today woke up at a wrong timing when there was a Molten Core run at 9Pm server time i woke up and realise wrong timing and went to sleep again lol.In the end woke up login and everyone was waiting for more ppl cos there isnt much on around 25+ppl.
In the end got around 35ppl and off we went to Molten Core.Dramas started one by one when ppl dun listen and we start to get wiped over n over again.And due to tat some ppl left the raid and left the guild cos they cant stand the others that arent listening to the raid leader at all.Cause too much wiped till i simply was laughing like hell.Didnt even reach Lucifron this time and the raid was fuck up.Am so tired of dramas and ppl incompetent and those tat gives up so easily.
This is a Learning Guild for FUCK sake When you are borned You cant even Crawl Yet you wan to WALK.Grow UP Kids fucking hell and learn to have patience.You guys arent the only one Tolerating some ppl.I been tolerating and babysitting ppl for almost 1 YEAR AND I DIDNT COMPLAIN.FOR FUCK SAKES LEARN TO COMPROMISE AND LEARN TO COORDINATE IN THIS WAY WE WILL STRIVE BETTER AND SHOW PPL WAT WE ARE MADE OF.Not Becos of a 2nd attempt in MC and wiped like hell and ppl start leaving.One Advice If you dun haf patience you better dun play and get out of wow and get a LIFE.So tired tired.
Just Maybe One day i grew too tired to even carry on.
I just hope one day i will leave soon and get out of wow and get on with my good life with a partner tat is wat i am looking for.
Got to go sleep and think of wat to do tomolo and push myself to chase my dreams.

First time KO in my drinking career.....

I have never in my life ever ever ever KO even though i drink so much till someone told me today -_-".I thought i was drunk till i slept on the sofa but i was wrong.I was carrying a cup of martell in my hands while i lie down OMG.The next thing i know i thought i woke up and walk out of Momo tat day but today Elynn told me she look after me and brought me out of Momo dat day when i was drunk and woke me up before she went off -_-"........I remember i was waiting for cab squatting and everyone was snatching cab bloody hell.i knew i reach home and fell dead on the bed until next day woke up at noon and realise my door wasnt close LOL.
Next day woke up with a serious headache and cant even play my game +_+"....
Had a meeting with the rest of the officers about some guild issues and there was a stupid drama and someone actually cry cos i use her account to play OMG and her hubby threaten my GM dat dun let him get his hands on him *You Punties* LOL.
Cos we make her cry OMG LOL.

Situation is like this.Guild is "The Rising Horde"
2 GM Guild Masters one guy and one gal one is Named Broozer the other is Raigen both are Real Life partners means BF and GF.
That lady whom cry char name is Mordre her hubby Panothe is a lvl 60 shammy.
Me and My GM Broozer grind Mordre her char up to lvl 60 and got her good stuffs and use her char when she went to Eygpt for like 3 weeks.I promote Mordre the char to assistant officer so when i use her char i could talk to the rest of the officers.When i realise she finally came back from her Holiday the moment she login i demoted her to the rank she was used to be.Those ranks arent able to see wat officers are talking.And i got a "FUCK YOU" from her in guild chat and the drama started.I kept quiet when they started abusing and cursing in guild chat where everyone is looking.I tried to talk to them in peace and they ignore me.Well i couldnt be bothered since ppl dun like to talk peacefully and blow up just becos of a game and her hubby start accusing all officers -_-"....His last words was Going to get my GM Raigen to leave Broozer in Real Life.....Tat makes me wanna laugh at him bcos of a fucking game.He told my GM "DUn let me get my hands on you Punties and i expect a apology from u" For your information Mordre is Raigen Real Life sister.Family issues i can keep my cool.I wont flare up so easily not like the past anymore.Try fucking me in front of me i make sure u cry and your face swollen like a pig -_-".......In the end Panothe said sorry to all of us and quited the guild.
End of the Story.
One thing i dun tolerate is getting fuck by ppl for nothing and never even appreciate what help we did give her.Never again i would help idiots whom wont appreciate.Enough is enough.

Back to life.Thursday is MOS night i hope i dun KO LOL.RNB at MAIN HALL GOGOGOGOGO CLUB TIL I DIE ANOTHER LONG WEEKEND WOOT.I hate getting hangover the next day headaches and etc will kill me.And i got two big blue black after tat KO *sob sob*
Lifes is irritating sometimes well wat can we do just to live each day by each day putting a smiley face:P
Friday was my sister hubby birthday and we went to Sichuan at UOB plaza at 60th floor for dinner.Just a few dishes and it costs almost $300 omg fainted.We had a $100 voucher and i first time in my life paid for tat dinner.Its really time to payback and treat my family abit better after so many troubles i caused the past few years.I aint young anymore but tats life.Where is my partner -_-""""""".....
Mothers day coming too and i wonder where my family would go this time for dinner.
Well so much crap today everyday is a fucking hot day.I am even sweating while typing gonna move soon and i still in dilemma of whether moving along with my family to the new house or stay here so i could wake up not so early for work LOL.Well just haf to see how it goes till den..I will enjoy the long long weekend again......

Another Official DAY OFF MONDAY WOOT!

Another OFF DAY OFFICIALLY ON MONDAY WOOT.
I WAN MORE MORE LONG WEEKENDS.
COME ON GIVE ME MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Long weekend!

There is this bitch i feel like killing her man.When i am on working days will call me in the middle of the night at 2am 4am 6am or 7am to piss me off.Damn irritating.She has nothing better to do den doing these things.One day Just ONE DAY i will get my sweet revenge back.BLOODY IDIOT YOU REMEMBER.
Friday Stay at home doing nothing playing my game and went out on Saturday morning to do my bike and wash it.In the end rain in the middle of PIE and stop at maybe 2km away wtf.Went home and relax and went out to my friend sister chalet to eat and went Geylang to have second round again.Been such a long time since i went to chalet.NTUC Pasir Ris change too much till like i dunno my way in and out.Sunday went to MOS and drink.Met old friends there and chat abit and went to the RNB side.Why Why Why so many malays there omg.Didnt see much chinese pretty gals where they haf gone to lol.Went off around 3 and got to Macdonalds nearby to eat and cooldown abit and went home.Was abit high after drinking so much.Monday whole day playing game.
After using the new hdd so far so good nothing happen like hanging or watever shit of blue screen.Going to move house this month will be getting key soon and my parents all have already prepared to move out soon.Finally waiting for so long.

Just now was fiddling with my mic and the ventrilo system and finally got it up I CAN TALK CRAP NOW.Was chatting with my GM and the rest of the crews up on Ventrilo kinda fun but i got a hard time finding which hole to plug in my sound card Audigy ZS.Meh finally can crap now.This week will be a good weekend.Hopefully someone beautiful turns up in my life soon....