A new day a new start!

Ytd night went to fetch my friend cos he feeling very low morale.Haiz wat to do.Another love story ended for him.Ya its a new beginning and a new start but i wonder why he cannot take it since its only one month.I wanted to send live and active songs that make ppl shake but he dun wan to receive wat a fuck ass he was LOL.We went to Pasir Panjang and eat Chong Pang Nasi Lemak and Roti Prata.Although it was quite late but anyway i slept too much the previous day.Went home play abit of game den went to sleep.

Early morning went to work.Bored cos its the starting of the week.Was down with flu again the more i stay at office the more jia liat my nose became.Finally went home and play game again.Den i suddenly remember that my VCD at my friend hse.I told her to prepare it cos i wanted to take back and watch.Nice show to me eh.I went to West Coast and took back the VCD and say goodbye to her and she ask me why i was here.Kaoz why i cannot be here leh.Just to take VCD also cannot meh wats this haha.This gal i knew her for very long already.When i was bored and lonely i would think of her LOL.We was once very well and got along too well that dunno why one night i think she was drunk and she sms me something that i was shock.I didnt reply la when i saw that.But the very next day she sms me and told me she ytd drunk send wrong sms to wrong ppl.HAHA machiam i believe sia.She send me two sms i still rem and she think i stupid till i dunno wat is happening meh.I just never heck care abt that sms cos i know if i bother abt it something might happen and i might hurt her.Anyway she is one of my good friend whom always listen to me nag when i got broken relationship and she was there to listen my cock and bull story LOL.Anyway its already the past.

At work today since i was quite bored i went to find songs for the movie Madagascar and i finally found it LOL."I like to move it move it,I like to move it move it,I like to move it move it YOU like to MOVE IT" hahahahahah.Finally i got the mood and time to do my friend blog for his separate gf.I did finish already and told him it was ready.In the end he wanted a pink background or red and told me change it cos she like that colour.Kaoz i told him go find himself den let me know.Got no time to look for blogskins.I told my mei to be quick to come my area to work so i can go an haf lunch with her everyday liao.My cutie pig pig meimei.LOL I know she will gonna kill me and hate me for the rest of her life if she sees this.Anyway she is used to my rudeness and all those shit already.Who knows me the best are my friends and my meis lol.

I am playing game right now and i think i going to watch VCD den go sleep.Eyes abit sleepy already damn sianzzzzzzzzzzzzz.This Sunday going to Singapore Expo for PC show damn bored but i can get 1 day off and get to go there see gal why not hehehehehehheeh...............Ciao>>

The end of everything!

Never once i threw my gf out of my hse.This time i really did it.Friday when i was supposed to meet my friend to celebrate his birthday i never went bcos of her instead we went to watch the movie Madagascar.At Jurong point we went there to eat and walk around till the time was up to watch the movie.The movie was funny.After that show we went home to watch Monster in Law but i was kinda cannot stand it till i fell asleep.Too tired.Promise her to bring her to library to borrow books for designs and we woke up around 10am and i almost forget to buy Macdonald breakfast for her.She shook me up and ask me whether i was going to buy or not.I was sleepy but was afraid she will get angry cos i promise her.So i quickly bathe and went to buy Breakfast.After breakfast we rested and after that went downstairs to wash my bike.Spend around 1 hr to wash and went back home happily after seeing it so pretty without dirt.

Rested and i went to bathe and get ready for library time.Although it was hot we still went there.I was sick and was having a running nose.She was caring enough to buy me medicine.She borrowed two books and we went home after that.Was suppose to help her friend to format her computer but i told her i was sick i dun feel like going there.Reach home we watch Are We There Yet and watch tv together till i was so tired and went to sleep.My friend sms me ask me whether i wanted to go to O bar to celebrate her birthday but i didnt reply even my best friend call me i also never reply.I think i too chee hong already.

Today woke up and i felt much better.Went to eat lunch and we went back to sleep again.Both of us really like pigs.Sleep is all we knew.We woke up around 5 plus and it was raining heavily.I went to watch tv and we order Golden Pillow to eat in the end we cannot finish it.Such a waste somemore so expensive.After that she went to bathe and she ask me abt somethings.Why i deleted my history of conversations and my hp sent sms.I tried to explain and yet wat i got was distrust.I explained till i spit vulgarities at her and she was not happy.She took and pack all her things and wanted to go home.I was damn tired of all these things.I too unhappy already.So many things i did yet i still earn distrust.Wat did i do to deserve all these.Why do i need to explain all the time when i never did anything wrong.Even with explaination all i get was nothing.Fed up and angry till i need to scold bad words.I really had enough.All the time was 2 days happy 1 day sorrow.Wats the meaning of all these.I rather end everything.And this time i really ended everything with the doors closed and locked forever.There will be no more coming back or going back.I will never look at the past anymore.This whole thing shouldnt haf started in the first place.After today i will never mention anything abt her anymore in my life.This is the END>.....
(This is for you,I explain to you alot of times till i need to scold u in vulgarities.This is the trust you had given me,I haf explained wat i should in the first place so dun blame me.If i should haf other gals,they should be calling me.Yes I had bad mouthed abt u,you also did the same so why complained.Friday and Saturday i should be having fun outside but i push away all the fun just bcos of you.I did my part yet i still earn this type of respect and trust from u.Today i had to show u this way if not i will always be unhappy.This relationship i really had enough hot and cold is wat this relationship is and u and i cannot stand it.Its better dat we part den live together cos it will never get to anywhere.Thanks for your love.I love you.But this is the end of everything.Goodbye.)

Puasa Day!

Today is a lazy day for me!Lazy to go out lazy to do anything!Feel so cosy at work.Only think of sleeping.No choice today need to puasa cos no money pok kai till jia liat.Have to wait till Saturday den can take pay.I told my mei abt it and guess wat she send me URL of pictures of food.Wat the hell i stomach hungry still give her di siao.She told me her attachment will be around my working area so we will be meeting often for lunch when she comes here to work.

Got alot of movies from my colleagues.Guess i can stay at home and watch movies in my room rather den spend money on going to the movies.Have to save up.Yesterday when i reach home i was abt to park my bike at the void deck and i saw a botak ah peh with a lousy specs holding a paper and looking at me.Told me do i wan a summon they are from town council.Wat the fuck are they doing there.From last time till now i always park my bike at void deck.So i move my bike to the parking lot and waited for another 2 3 hrs den change back my parking place.I saw one bike which was hiding at one corner of the void deck was put in a paper so i guess he kena that parking fine.I guess someone complain if not they wont be there looking around at that time.Fuckers who complain are damn assholes.Singaporeans 99% are all doing illegal things all the time and yet these assholes like to complain like they never do illegal things before.I hope they get their time and punishment one day to shut their bloody mouth up.If they think they get satisfaction when they complain guess wat "Go give dogs fuck la,you will get satisfaction too"
Damn Bloody assholes.....

Damn bored right now at office i guess i will watch movies to pass time instead of thinking abt food.haha......................................

Old brothers

After a pitiful day from work finally knock off and met my old brothers at the old coffeeshop where we used to hang around when young.Nothing much really change.Only the people there whom have grown up.Elton was one of our friend whom have a crazy record and live in woodbridge before.He just came out of hospital (actually i dunno wat happen).

From last time till now he always cork alot but till now the same thing is happening and somemore he damn ali.His whole body was like twisting here and there and cannot even sit still.Haiz poor friend i really dunno wat happen during these few years.Heard from my friend that why he was like dat was because of the side effect of the medicine he been taking for 5 years.I like thousands of years never see him already now see him at least he still knows who i am.Felt quite pity for him and really miss the old days when we all were hanging around at the coffeeshop which left damn many memories behind.I still rem i shit at the playground there before when i was drunk lol.

That was the fun days.Right now i am here 26 years old achievement is nothing.Just a ordinary broke man......


~Love is like a treasure,when you found it the first time you really will throw yourself into it till the last bit of gold was left you wouldnt be bothered anymore whether it meant anything to you when you have nothing left~

Maggie mee

First time in my whole life i need to do fasting.I told my friend abt it and he offered to cook maggie mee for me to eat cos he live nearby.Really haven had this kinda of begging life and need to fast.Wat the hell am i doing with my life?Things always go wrong for me.Wat did i do to deserve all these shit.........Sometimes just really get bored of life....


~Life sucks but we still have to get thru all of it~

Bored Vesak Day!

Had a damn boring day!Was playing game and watching tv the whole day.And was sleeping too.Dunno why feel so tired these few days maybe never sleep much.Its damn hot too.Tomolo is Tuesday and i gonna survive with $6 for this week.I am wondering how to survive right now.Might be eating bread or fasting for two days maybe lol.Hopefully pay comes out early and i wont haf to go thru all these.Another month more to "dong" den i be finally back and can finally go out without any worries anymore.....Gotta go now.Tomolo wont be a good day at work too.Ciao..........................


~A man doesnt need a pride,what a man needs is a woman behind him to make him proud of and that is call pride~

Fucking Day!

Had a lousy day today!Damn fucking lousy day!Was slacking at home cos really "leong" to the max.Only had $20 for this last week.If this money was to spend i dun think i can survive my last week of working days for the month.Was suppose to meet my gf for dinner but my best friend called and told me he was downstairs already said he was hungry.I told him i need to go meet my gf and go makan together.In the end he offered to fetch her.Once reach her place the same old thing was there waiting and i know she gonna be damn long.So we went to Macpherson to eat without her.After eating we went to fetch her to Bugis to pick up her friend.Was suppose to meet my friend and cousin for movie but tickets were sold out for that time.Den my best friend suggested to go KTV 'Egos3' said that there was still a half a bottle of martell there.I dun like that kinda place but since already out with my friend can go there drink that doesnt mean must sit with hostess wat.Knn i so long nv go this type of places already last time always frequent this type of places wat type of ppl i nv seen before.Dun tel me i dun sit with hostess the mummy call me fuck off.Knn i dare her to do this type of thing.My gf refuse to let me go.Sometimes really tired of all these things.My friend was there and not bcos of pride dat i wanted to show him i can go.We quarrel and i told my friend to let me off at Centerpoint where i took a cab home.I know he wont be that kind to fetch me home la so paiseh also all the way to Aljunied and to Bugis and to fetch them go Zouk.Bloody hell I took a cab home and now all i left is $6 yeah i can go hell this time nbcb #$%^&*(.I did my part and at home.Watever it takes to do all these always end up in another situation..........................

Hatred!

Love is simple just dunno why always have ppl making it so complicated till the whole relationship just blasted.In all my relationships i seldom have quarrels with the other party.Small quarrels is nothing much but sometimes might end up in big quarrels.My life is like a jigsaw puzzle.The more older i get the more pieces of jigsaw puzzle i am.For example when i am 18 yrs old my jigsaw puzzle is only 1000 pieces.But now at 25 yrs of age my jigsaw puzzle is 5000 pieces.Ppl came in and out some messed it up its either friends or gf's that messed the jigsaw puzzle.And now i am in a whole mess and the jigsaw puzzle is messed till i need to start all over again.Picking up the pieces is not easy and to patch the whole jigsaw puzzle back will be hard and mind stressing.You may have wonder what in our whole life we have done to get this.Its just part of life.Some ppl will have to get thru this type of life some fortunately do not have to.

Been busy these few days accompanying my gf.Many times i have said that love is simple.Simply she just couldnt get it.She like to think complicated.I did put alot of hope in this relationship in the past.When i knew i cannot live with somethings i will just threw it away.The hope was there last time.Now its not hope that i am hoping right now.Yes she have changed bcos of me.But she will keep on thinking of the past Me.Last time i was damn caring and devoted to her cos i even heck care abt work and time and all spend it on her.Now time is different.I cannot be like wat i can be in the past i devote all the time to her and to keep on thinking wat she wans and is she angry all these.I need a mature gf not one whom always keep making love so complicated.I haven had quarrels with my past gf and we live so happily.So simple yet so loving.Its just that i dun appreciate them and i left them.I just get bored very easily.Just dunno why.But now when i have someone whom i wont get bored with things start to get complicated.Its all in the mindset that makes ppl think so much.But my mindset is after so many things i haf gone thru.Its really you love me i love you u wan and i wan we be together type.I still care and will still love.Two days happiness bcomes one day quarrel.Quarrels are inevitable but i would like my life to be happy and not miserable.Dun make me miserable i beg you.I am really tired of all these complicated stuff......I am just a happy go easy type of person....

Yesterday was a some sort of rainy day.Was having a mood to eat prata and my colleagues wanted to eat too.Went halfway and it was like going to rain and i really wanted to U turn man.But lucky i still went on the way and bought all the prata back.Having lunch with those aunties and meimeis lol.Knock off time went to Informatics to meet my friend and get the LOTR CD cos i been wanting to play this game quite long ago.I went home install already and told my customer aka friend to meet me to get the CD cos he also wanted.He help me quite alot when i needed a windows OS to format my PC urgently.I met him at Gek Poh and it was damn funny sia this time i was faster den him for 3 mins haha cos last time i walk there now with bike he say wah u so fast leh anyway he was driving haah.I can speed and accelerate faster den a car so bo bian la lol.This time i win even though he live nearer to the place haha.Next time try harder ah.Got a lousy mood at night dun wish to mention.Ciao......Have a nice day!!!!!!!!!!

Bored bored bored!

Damn bored at work really felt like sleeping.Ytd slept quite late cos was on the phone with my princess.Ytd she said she was hungry and wanted roti prata so i quickly got on my bike and rush to Pasir Panjang to buy for her.Was running late not bcos of wat.Just afraid would see her parents when i reach there.I quickly run and hop on my bike and rush to her hse.Once i reach i quickly press the lift and went up left the food there and run out of the hse.Hope the prata is not cold cos it wont be nice if its cold.I went to meet my friend and went to eat prata also lol.I think these few days i crave for roti prata too much.Gotta stop all these prata thing cos its going to make me go nuts................


~Roti Roti Roti~~~~~~~~Cheese Cheese Cheese~~~~~~~

love birdies

Been busy these few days cos accompanying my gf.Guess what we have patch back and this time hope it works.Never felt this loved before in my life.Finally i haf experience another level with her in love.She came over my hse and tried to do her blog and change blogskins but in the end my com kena dunno wat stupid virus lucky she volunteer to format for me my com.Quite clever eh now she knows how to do formatting all these stuff while i went to Pasir Panjang to buy roti prata.Guess wat buy roti prata until 15 bucks so exp sia.Den when i reach home the com was ready but one thing was the ethernet port was not installed yet.And i thought she knew how to do it.Ha in the end i was the one who complete the whole process cos its my com and i knew how to do it too la.I send her home late in the night and went back home damn shag.Tok to her for awhile and went to sleep after that.Now at work....Damn bored again..............

What is love~

I was toking to my friend Jessy and was disturbing her when i was working.Feeling damn bored but i cannot call friends to tok.Give my boss scold liao haizzzzzzzzzzzzz.I kept on disturbing her until suddenly the msg pop back i am 'koji' "I am with her"
I was shocked so i msg her dun k siao la.Den kept on toking abt the past la say i nv change la all those things la.Den i realise its really her.She ask alot of sensitive questions that i do not wan to answer at all.She say she still miss me and say bcos of me she nv went work for one week.Ya after that i went to peek in her blog and i saw yes she really nv did go to work for one week.Seeing all those pics make me feel kinda uneasy.Say she still love me all those mushy things.I told her to forget abt me cos i know she can when there are many guys surrounding her.I am just a past or maybe a question mark that is.She said i nv change haha wat can i change.Knowing someone too well can be the worst part of one's life.
Well peeking in her blog will be the last thing i will do right now cos i got an answer of wat i suppose to get.She is happy with her life right now.As i told her being with me your life will get miserable so its better dat u go ahead with your life.My eyes are not blind to see somethings just never change and will always be the same.Thats why i chose to leave.I dun care whether its she who ditch me or who ditch who.If someone were to ask me if there were any good memories abt that i will say no.
What good memories will you have when all the time u see is show that is acted only in front of you.All my friends know i love her very much.But too bad in the other way round her friends dunno much abt me.Maybe even dunno who i am haha.Am I a idiot or wat?Maybe.Those guys whom are wooing her good luck den.I know wat she can nv change to fit me.Hopefully this will be the last time i will be seeing her blog anyway.Gotta go bathe liao time to work one more day and will be weekend liao ciaoooooooooo.................

bikey!

Haiz damn bored at work today man!Nothing better to do so attach bike pics here.This is taken the first day i took my bike out from my friend shop.Just did some makeover for it wait till i got time den take other pics.Was at my friend hse when took this pic take like siao hahahaha.

Bored Monday!

Haiz a bored Monday and Monday Blues everywhere.Saw my cousin Mindy online and she told me she at her mother office slacking.I ask her if she going to my friend hse later she say she afraid she got lost.So i went to my auntie office there to teach her how to go to my friend hse from there.Damn lame man just two turns on the road can reach my friend place and she actually got lost.Dunno is she blurred like a toot toot rabbit is it.I saw both of my younger cousins there helping my auntie to move the goods.It was damn small till they need to climb in to the office.Kaoz long time never carry goods liao leh still need to sweat over there.I went off to meet my friend to lend him a tie and give him the resume that he wanted.He was going for 3 interviews think he need it anyway haha.Receive a email from her again and i thought wat.Said that my friend looking for me.Call him up instead he never answer the call.Went home damn tired man.Play game till i sleep.Life's so boring....Any better things to do eh.I think i better save up some money to go holiday liao since company sponsor $400 lol.Got to go lunch le damn hungry anyway its a cool Tuesday man...............


~Love is blind and is accompanied by Madness~

Boring day!

Stay at home the whole day and sleep cos it was raining heavily.Early morning receive a call from courts and they told me today got special delivery for the LCD TV today.My sister told me today go celebrate mothers day at dunno where to eat dim sum.Too bad i cannot follow cos need to stay at home and wait for the delivery.Miss two occasions already.And kinda miss my nephew.Maybe when i free can take some time to go over my sister house to play with them.Play game the whole day and watching LOTR 3 the extended version and on the sound system damn loud till my ears almost deaf lol.Damn bored somemore brought work to home to do.Boss ask to do wan so bo bian need to test at home.Tomolo got to go Yishun to return my friend mother IC also.Damn sianz.Gotta to do exercise cos two weeks never got time to work out.Its getting late and my eyes kinda painful.Gotta get some rest now.............

suay day!

Early morning woke up around 9+ went to bathe and ride to my friend shop.He said he will open at 9am bloody hell i reach there he still haven open yet leh lol.He said he went to Orchard early morning.Knn so early go Orchard gum lan i was wondering.My bike got something wrong when i tried to ram my Rpm up.Machiam wan to cough cannot cough properly.Whole bike no strength.Kaoz damn pek chek.So went to him to see where went wrong.We took the whole bike out and check alot of things change new one but it still dun work.Something was funny.In the end meddling with it for 3 to 4 hrs den realise the carburetor was the one slamming the Rpm from revering up.So finally got my bike fixed and i am so happy.Went home happily to wash my bike and went to test again at my carpark haha.Waited at home for the delivery of my LCD TV in the end call courts up they say will send on Monday.Wanted to scold them but my friend was the one who told me so i bo bian dun wan to make things difficult for him.Anyway wat are friends for.I dun treat them like customers even if they got problem with my company products right hahahahha.Life's like dat.We give and we receive.I be at home playing game and sleeping and watching tv.Will be the worst part of my life for another 4 months.Need to save up cos spend too much on my bike.CiaooOooOoooo..................

~Ask and it shall be given,seek and it shall be find,Knock and the door shall be open~

6th May

Got back my bike finally.Total repairs was damn exp sia.....Change too many things like can change the whole bike le.I still need to modify it cos got alot of things i see liao not happy.Gonna change change change and treat it like my wife.It will currently be my gf for the moment now.So i will leave my computer one side first and sayang her first haha.Gotta haf dinner now den will be going to wash my wife.Ciao for the moment..................

05/05/05

Today is 05/05/05

This day is a day actually i will forget de but dunno why i rem this day.
This day is actually a remembrance day or a celebrating day for me and someone.
But i broke that promise so today i thought of it and pheww i was lucky that vow wasnt made.
If that vow was to be made i will regret for the rest of my life i swear.LOL
Maybe today too pissed off with some ppl so i remember wat day it is.
Shall be called "Ppl pissed me off DAY"
My friend a gal tiu with me when we wanted to actually watch the movie call House of Wax.
I call her the second time to confirm venue with her cos today is my sister hubby birthday and they are celebrating at Pan Pacific Hotel in one of the Japanese Restaurants.
Pissed off when i think of wat time to meet liao and where to watch and she actually tel me dun wan to watch le.Dunno wat the fuck she thinking.
Bloody hell i no gf liao still need to tolerate Missy temper.
When coming to knock off time i should have gone to meet my family.
I was testing a equipment for my colleague just to let her see it works on my laptop.
Just 5 mins after knock off a bloody indian customer came and look for me.
WAt the Fuck at this time when ppl already knock off.
I eventually grumble but still help him.Could not imagine still haf to do shit after work.
Explain to him like he dun believe.I prove it to him but he kept on arguing.
Nvm let him win wait till he song liao he fuck off from my office can liao.
Knn damn pissed off even though he told me sorry for coming at this time.
I no mood already cos its 7pm so i sms my sister and told her i was pissed of bcos of a customer so will not be meeting them for dinner.
I went home straight after that and still need to see that bloody indian fuck face in the lift.
He still say sorry but i damn pissed off liao so just shook it away.
Went home and play game and eat maggie mee.
This teach me a lesson is to run before the clock strikes 6pm the next time.
I got an email from my colleague too abt knocking off at 6pm.
That email was funny sia......
I shall put it up tomolo cos i now very sleepy liao......
Good nIghT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Bloody hell la since nothing to do i list below liao....



1.Employment letter stated that working hour finish at 6.00pm

2.Work is a never-ending process even you stay until the next morning you will never finish it.

3.Humans are not robots even robots/machines have to rest or else it will be facing breakdown problems.

4.You love your career, but your family is even more important in your life.

5.If you failed in your life, your boss is not going to be the one who gives you a helping hand whereas your family would definitely offer help.

6.You do not wan to screw up or make your life miserable because of your job.

7.
Monthly salary = Work from 9am to 6.00pm

If 6.30pm =$0.00 + 0 Bonus + 0 Ang Pau + 0 appreciation + Bad health
+Bad Social Life + Poor family Relationship

Equal to: Unproductive Employee + Performance Drop + Company Reputation Drops + Retrenchment Rate Increases + Resignation Rate Increases

8.If the person who disagree to the above formulation, we think he/she is a Loser
who has no life,heartless,doomed workaholic,etc.He/She deserves the “Best Employee of the Year Award”!

9.You don’t give a damn if your boss fires you.

10.For the Chinese, Remember this “House in the East No Longer keep you, Then just Move to the West House

‘Dong Ka Umm Da, Da Sai Ka!’

Psst: So? You still want to stay back meh? Ciao Lo…….:P

So happy!

So bored today but had a good feeling cos the weekend is coming so fast!!Shoik!!Need to stand by somethings cos my bike will be coming back to my arms.Have to touch up and make it beautiful haha.Dunno when will i move to my new house and get out of this old one.Damn bored living in the West side for so long.Its time to move on and to get to know more friends.All my long lost and good friends have come back and enjoying the time.Most of them are already married so already settled down.Its good for them.For me currently i will be single till another few more months till i am stable first.Its hard to get thru all these time after having a lousy relationship hahahaha.But i know i can get thru all these shit cos its just part of life i am going thru.

My colleagues told me got three gals outside my office waiting for me.I ask him "swee" bo haha.Actually they are my customers.He said one of them sweet and pretty the other two ok looking nia.So now i having lunch in office cos lazy to go out to eat.Preparing my parang toh liao whaahahah.Bua lai lai tok them liao if really chio hahhaha.

I have thrown away a watch that i been wearing.Its a lousy watch only a brand there that is Guess.Got alot of scratches on it so decided to throw it away.Anyway i used to looking the time on my hp so it doesnt bother me.Gotta find a new sling bag to put my laptop in case i need to use it to do some testing at home.The previous one i had i think its in the rubbish chute already.Gotta buy some new clothes too.Getting abit rusty on my wardrobe.........


~Dun even dream of being in my history nor my dictionary,you will never be in any of the pages~

~Gals whom is in my dictionary and history are those worth being in there~

Haiz!

I got an email from someone who scolded me and say FUCK YOU AND FUCK YOUR FRIEND!Damn funny lo.My blog was supposed to be done by me and seen by others.But dunno why someone keep on looking at my blog and when she not happy start to blast email scolding me.I got so many ex gf's.Does that mean she is admitting the one i said is her.Kaoz....Sometimes i really feel puzzled.Dun look at my blog la i did not force you to look at it.Please delete the address on your internet explorer and dun peep in again.I forward email give my friend also got wrong.What the hell.I machiam no freedom lol.I made myself clear already dun let me repeat it again and again.Your life and my life got nothing to do.You go your way and dun cross my path.You arent in my dictionary too.Who are you?I dunno and do not wan to know at all.Dun interfere in my life and i will thank God for that............

Doing html codes is one best part of it is to do it for work.Wat the fuck.See until my head spin and spin.Can spare me of all these codes bo.The source from it when i see it i wanted to faint liao leh.Si bei sianz wan still need to do it for work for all those idiots in Singapore.Want to buy something make sure you explore it yourself....Go to hell man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bored at work!

Ytd woke up and ask my friend whether he wanted to acc me go Yishun to take something from my friend's mother.I slept quite late that day but woke up damn early.Headache again.Dunno why after drinking will start to head pain.It was damn hot when we reach Yishun and walk to my friends blk.His mother was not in but his father still recognise me.Talk to him awhile and took his wife ic and went to eat.I need my friend mother ic to change the bike owner to myself.She was the owner of the bike that i currently own.After eating we went straight home.Went home started to play game again haha.Played till quite late den went to sleep.It was damn hot till i strip all my clothes lol.

Early in the morning saw claire online.Tok to her cos she was damn free.Told me she saw my ex gf at BugisVillage with a guy holding hands.I ask her how she can recognise her when she never met her before.She say aga aga la haha.That was good man.At least i am freed and she is happily attached with someone I was thinking wooO soo Fast eh.I laughed at all the emails she sent me and i let claire see all those emails haha.She also told me abt she and her ex bf till now still mei wan mei liao.She say she cannot live with him bcos of something he cannot change and she cannot live with it.She say she dunno wat to do cos he never treated her bad before just only she cannot stand his character.So i just told her to either live with it or get on with life.She said she tried but whenever she tried he would come look for her.Gals are all soft hearted.That was wat i told her.I gave her a quote i created by myself haha

~The cruelest thing to do is to turn your back on your loved one and ignore her even though your heart hurts like a thousand needles poking thru your heart and knowing she will never change~.
We was toking till lunch time and i had a meeting so didnt got to answer her last question.

I waited for my friend to pick me up to go my friend bike shop to pass him my ic.It was raining and i got wet sitting my friend bike.Lucky we reach there in time cos my that friend was leaving the shop.Hopefully can get to ride tomolo or Thursday.He send me to LRT and that was the first time i took a LRT to Choa Chu Kang.I sat and was finding something missing in the LRT.Why bo lang drive this damn thing wan huh?Haha.Reach home right now and doing my friend resume.I saw both of my friend resume and i laugh at his.Damn funny lo where got resume so short and simple wan.If i was the manager i see liao i sure put this resume the last one haha.I took it and adjust somethings and add for him certain things.Even IC number also never put kaoz.I think he go India work better no need IC number wan.Done finish his resume and waiting for him to reach home and to send him back so he can email to the company he want to interview.Now its 9pm and i damn bored.Got alot of work to do this week and browsing my company website to look for somethings that must be change.

Was wondering about my hp bills.I a customer of M1 for 4 years now i owe them a full shit of bills haha.Every month paying abit by abit.Now still owe around $1400 wtf.A reminder for all of you.Never Help in Paying your gf hp bills.You will get the hang out of it.And i really mean Hang hahaha.Dunno when can i get back my Hp line.Cos i like using M1 not so exp and i got 45% discount off my subscription fees.Haizzzzzzzzzzzzzz.............

Labour Day!

Here I am at home rotting now with a drunken posture sitting in front of my com.Damn steam right now.After staying at home for one day playing games i finally got out of this house and went out with my friends.I was damn bored at home but nobody call in the end one of my old time friend was online and say she was bored.I jio her go out cos she felt very bored too.In the end she jio all the old time birds and we went out together to go orchard.

I went to Clementi to meet her and i was surprise she actually have her own car already.Nowadays all my friends around seem very capable too.We suppose to meet Lijuan and and all my brothers.So went to Lijuan house to wait for her.Damn slow lo waited for 30mins den she came down.We were toking abt the past abt last time how we played together.Went to Orchard to buy cd and to eat at Scotts food courts.Later in the part meet Weiyao,Xianjian and Maggie.Went to Partyworld to drink and sing.Anyway i dun like to go KTV but bcos really no place to go liao so bo bian.My cousin and Qingxiang came down too but I and Weiyao and Xinjian went off after staying there for too long.From 11pm till 2am + I and Weiyao decided to go Double O to find our another brother there too.But he was drunk in the end we went in to drink one jug of bourbon coke and went to Lido called "Yin Huang".

That was a lousy place like last time Sparks.In there wat i saw was all ah bengs and the best part even saw my primary school friend whom last time we played together wan.Met another friend of mine whom mix ard with me when i was 15 that time lol.Stuck there abt 2 hrs and i cannot stand the crowd over there any longer.Too many ppl creating trouble and acting like small kids although they some sort of older den me.Went back straight home around 5+ and dunno why today thought abt many things.

Have quite alot of fun at Partyworld with them.Shouldnt haf left.Haiz but i seem troubled today.Just dunno why.Lijuan ask me why i broke up with that ex gf.Taught me abt how relationships work.Yeah all those things she told me i knew it.In the first place she wasnt the gal i wanted.She did change.Change for the better and yes i knew it.But after so long,when she finally wanted to commit 100% in this relationship time.To me its too late.She cannot be the gal that i wanted.I cannot accept the way she is.She wasnt even 50% of wat i wanted in a gal.I need a gal whom is mature enough to handle a relationship and not being childish in it.And yeah the answer i haf to her changes is only 30% of wat i wanted in a gal.Till the last minute when everything going to gone case that time,just wanted to commit and say 'I love you forever'.But for me only one thing to say.I have given up.I rather be single den to spend the rest of my life being miserable.She broken everything single trust in this relationship.I did not win in this game.She won it and she told her friends she ditch me.All these things only a immature person would say that when she herself came and beg me back.I may not be a good guy.But i definitely wont throw myself into a fire that would not cease.She suffered and i suffered.But to her my sufferings mean nothing.But when these sufferings can be measure,no guys can ever stand all these sufferings.I fell down and pick myself up.I have fallen alot of times.But everytime i chose to pick myself up rather den relying on others.Thats wat i am today.


~The cruelest thing to do is to turn your back on your loved one and ignore her even though your heart hurts like a thousand needles poking thru your heart and knowing she will never change~