Mark

This blog is dead

2008-04-14T17:41:00.001+08:00

This blog is officially closed down.
Moving on to a new blog with new email.
Will update those ppl whom are close to me.
Cya guys and take care....

Silent Thoughts

2008-04-13T23:53:00.006+08:00

Everyday work after work work again den go home watch movies and sleep.Tats about it everyday.Maybe login once in awhile in game to see whether is there anything going on.Sat work again and watch movie after back home.Just bought a new gfx card and played with it for awhile and play game to see how the graphics change.Was thinking of moving blog to somewhere else or to say create another one and close this one down.Will be thinking of a new name for tat blog soon.Another weekend gone time for work again.Lifes so sad and boring.....Everyone haf to go thru lifes ups and downs.And sometimes reading meimeis blog seeing her going thru adult lifes experiencing to be a real adult.Ups and Downs is wat we always see in life.We fall we pick up ourselves over n over again.If life is tat simple...
We see couples so happily together but deep down both haf their problems too.Its just simply takes 2 hands to clap.But den there is always sorrows happiness in between.
I will stand strong no matter wat happens.
Even if it has to end......

Suay

2008-04-12T00:44:00.003+08:00

CCB Psp died on me.Cannot fuking transfer any more games over.Damn bullshit what else could go wrong for me.Sitting here listening to music going to emo soon.Fuk this shit.Going to sleep tomolo might be a better day.

Dead Or Alive

2008-04-03T10:58:00.002+08:00

I guess only time will tell.
Either shutting down this or deleting everything.
Being Emotional aint a nice feeling.

Back for good!

2007-10-30T22:10:00.000+08:00

Ok i will be back just have to sort abit of my blog out by changing pics.
Yeah still ongoing and strong.
Will think of wat to blog after soooooo many months...

On Behalf of Mark Lim

2007-09-08T12:34:00.000+08:00

Well...well...well. Let's see. Mr Mark Lim has been so busy with his gf and work nowadays till his gf needs to blog for him. Ya. Hi Everyone, THE gf is here.
Every Mon to Fri, 7am... Mark wakes up for work, 6pm...He go for another work, 10pm..He returns home to his baby's arms. 12mn..Slumber Land for him. Every Sat, 9am Mark leaves for work, 8pm, He returns home then send his BABY to work. Every Sun, 12pm, He leaves for work again, 8pm, Back to baby's arm.

SO...tat's mark's life nowadays. Fulfilling but boring. WAt to do? Responsible man needs to do wat a man should do. Work his arse off? er.......Should be ba. kekekeke..and i can stay home, start shaking legs.

So ppl, enjoy this blog while u can as I do not know when Mark is going to start neglecting the blog for maybe another 1 or 2 months.

Thanks for the time. Adieus..

Happy Older Me!

2007-08-22T23:39:00.000+08:00

Enjoying my birthday at work this is the only year tat i celebrate my birthday with work and enjoying dinner at Tiong Bahru with my friends.Damn tired but i have learn alot of stuffs today.A fruitful day indeed and thanks to my gf for giving me lots of love and care every single day.And thanks to everyone whom wish me happy birthday and all my friends :)...
Too tired to carry on typing will blog when i have more time to myself..

Customers Service?

2007-07-28T01:45:00.000+08:00

Was browsing thru some blogs and saw something about Customer Service Attitude..Haha the moment i think of that the moment bomb my head i got so much shit to spill right now..Getting abit hungry but while waiting i haf to go fetch my poor piglet at work later..Ok back to customer service..
I haf to admit i have been in customer service for like wat more den 5 years.Been a tech support myself when i got promoted few years back later and thanks to my ex boss really let me learn alot of stuffs..Ok i haf to admit working in a customer service is damn not good..Everyday i hate the fuking ding ding bell of the fuking service center for call..Sometimes i wonder do customers read the fuking tag on the table to write yr name and details before u fuking press the bell for service?It really irritates me to hell i curse and swear when fuckers customers come in the fuking service center and all they do is just press the bell without reading the tag on the table.Hey wtf u cant read?Or just too ignorant to read...It basically pisses me off damn madly...Buying cheap stuffs and expect wat a good service product and support till yr head and toes all covered?Fuck you understand!!Even if u go Nokia or watever fuking service center u haf to wait so dun come fuking complain abt waiting...U dun bomb ppl head or the officer for letting u wait for so long when the fuking company itself employ pathetic so little ppl to answer all the calls...Just like Starhub u can practically wait for like 15 to 30 mins for just an officer to answer the call.Trust me i been calling them many times when needed help but thank god i dun like starhub tats why i nv chose to use them..I like M1 service is good Customer service officer is damn prompt to the call as i would think that their customer service has alot of employees answering calls..M1 isnt small in Singapore i bet their company haf brains enough to employ so much ppl..Unlike my company only 6 working customer service officers supporting whole south east asia and like wat still haf 20% ppl complaining abt officers not answering the calls?Heya u dun yell at officers when they are the only one answering calls worldwide and there are like more den 100 calls per day to support!It doesnt take a 5min or 10min to settle idiotic users it takes a fuking 30mins to 2hrs to settle just 1 idiotic arsehole whom know no shit about networking...We been bearing with idiots why dun idiots bear with us?Is this so unfair to ppl?Singaporeans really typical complaints for no shit and didnt look at oneself on the fuking mirror wat kinda person ownself is one before starting to complain or think of others...When there is a traffic jam everyone joins in to watch and the whole expressway is jam just bcos of one accident whom concerns abt u or u or u or u!1 practically stuffs tat u bought just fail on u less den 1 month u start to blah blah blah wat the hell this stupid product is when u bought it for cheap prices and expected 110% of customer service support and yell at ppl whom aint involved for the fuking shit of manufacturing of it.Hey Customer Service Ppl dun owe u a reason for being fuk like dat so please fuking respect ppl..Its not their fault and it wasnt yr fault either but do think of others ppl feelings as we are all human beings.No one likes to be treated the way they dun wan it to be..And just like me everyday i just hate walk in customers and only at nite i do like walk in customers cos they give me money lol...alright all that kinda crap..Seen so many types of customer right now and even my sister is one whom is like damn hard to please too..But den when comes to earning money i haf no choice shes the one paying me i haf to do it..Well my eyes are closing soon i think i gotta haf a break before going to fetch my gf..More work to be done tomorrow..Bah i haf no life right now hahaha...Just kidding....

No Title!

2007-07-20T12:11:00.000+08:00

Hmm the previous post wasnt able to post Title dunno wat happen..But anyway just hoping my deal will be close soon.I need this boost of motivation..Anyway today is Happy Friday just been thru a 6th month...Have done all my work and now shaking leg abit just doing some unimportant stuffs..Just need to tolerate a few more irritating walk in customers and will end my day soon..:)

2007-07-08T23:11:00.000+08:00

Here i am lonely and alone as my baby is at JB with her friends.Sat and Sun at office doing nothing whole day just plainly watching TV shows and only 1 customer per day for a simple quotation..All i need now is boost of confidence to close one simple deal and it will definitely drive my motivation and morale up...Money to me is now very important as after this year there will be plans for something that will be only once in a lifetime which is a secret only me and my piglet noes...Although life is hard right now but definitely there will be a brighter side coming soon.I have to strive hard work hard and earn as much as i could...Its not time for laziness and damn tomolo is Monday and i feel like i haven had enough rest since last week till now.Everyday is Work Work Work nothing But only work...Might need to take a break somehow when i am feeling damn tired...Patiently waiting for my piglet to go home or should i just go to sleep oh man its already 1130pm i think its best to sleep as tomolo will be able to see her..:0

(When there is a war our commander forget to order bullets and grenades..)

Autobots Transform!

2007-07-02T10:03:00.000+08:00

Watch Transformers on Sat Night and went shopping all the way until legs almost break.Overspend till lost count of how much i spend i guess until end of this month i could spend nothing at the moment.Transformers is a MUST SEE SHOW.And i can seriously bet that this movie will get box office hit No.1 Graphics are too amazing..After tat went to Ktv and sung till like 4am damn tired went home and haf a good night rest.My piggy lost her dress during the shopping time well days arent good for her dunno when will luck change to our side...Forget abt it its time to move on...Getting my bike later and still gotta wait for 2 to 3 weeks to wait for the new spray to be done.Awaiting for month end yeah waiting lol...Time to save up during the hard days....Already bought my new hp and bought her a new laptop i think there shouldnt be anything tat we need now.She bought me 2 shirt :) very sweet....Thats abt this week..Well abit lazy to blog too....haha.....

Long long time ago....

2007-06-23T21:35:00.000+08:00

Ok ok back to normal blogging days.Almost one month nv blog so since i am finally free to take some time to blog why not eh...
Firstly i am damn busy everyday and i mean everyday work day and nite plus commitment to gf i dun even haf time for myself..Whenever i reach home i bathe and knock out on the bed..Only these few weekends bcos of no transport damn lazy to go to office...And i dunno why a fuking Surveyor need to take 1 month to go down to bike shop to take pics of just a fuking damn bike..I been waiting to get back my bike for transportation for like a month wat the fuk is that bastard doing...I cant even complain to my friend as he is not the one delaying the repair of my bike..CCB NB PCB think of it i am damn hot knn....Forget it just relax abit...
After some thoughts i finally decide to postpone my Taiwan trip with my gf to end of this year and will be going there for one week not few days anymore...Why not go for a long break rather den a short break...Will be celebrating birthday in Singapore i guess...Tomolo gonna get her a laptop for her work usage..Its a Sony Vaios C25 Blue colour...Its small light and damn portable...With a new laptop and she can go to work in office with motivation...Her old laptop is like a granny walking on a street lol...Time passes so fast and its almost July...And after so much long consideration about wat to get for my birthday i finally decided tat a PS 3 will do good for me...But its kinda exp $780 for 1 set maybe if there is a 2nd hand might do the trick...Anyway i haf nothing to buy since so getting this is a good choice as my gf likes to play game like me...Next week i will be getting a new hp tat is Sony Ericsson K810I damn nice and slim...Wooooo Hooooo.... New New More New stuffs is wat i need...End of this month is time for shopping galour....Both my sister birthday is coming soon will have a family dinner gathering again...My LCD tv is finally back alive so actually finally able to use com at home...THats all for today loss of words to type...

Freaked Out!

2007-05-30T22:49:00.001+08:00

Bah how long i never blog..TWO WEEKS woot...And guess why i am not here cos i got into a freaking accident...MC for 2 Weeks Hip Hip Hooray FUCK YOU UNDERSTAND....It aint nice having MC for 2 weeks lying at home and walking like a crippled man having my own gf to even look after me the whole 2 weeks...Shes caring and very very concern about me yeah i know it..Blame me or the fucker who bang into us on the road at Geylang..I more i think of it the more i bloody blood boil...You ever see such a bastard whom never admit his wrong when he freaking cause an accident and 2 casualties?Alright the first accident on a Sat wasnt my fault was a lorry which change lane from 5th lane all the way to 1st lane without giving way and in the end i cant avoid and my gf hit onto the side mirror of the lorry right on the head...The driver of the lorry kept on apologizing to see if any of us is hurt or watever but den i just let go the incident as we are in the rush of time for Hi Tea with her best friend...Nothing serious just a bruise on the left hand if i didnt rem wrongly...And the fucking next day hit this serious accident the first thing i heard was my gf said "Not again" and den we hit the back of the taxi and crash...This bastard from 5th lane signal and cut straight into my lane which is 3rd lane without GIVING WAY....I hit right on the back of the taxi and was flung onto the ground...The first thing i did when i crash was to "#$%^&*( KNNB CCB Drive car dunno how to see the fuking road" i tried to get up as i was really damn angry and really really wanted to hammer tat fuker.Cant get up due to the bike sitting on my leg when crashed..I told the onlookers to help me bring up the bike so i can get up and rush to see my gf to check if she was ok...There was this guy a property agent come up to me and pass me his namecard and say tat if i need any witness can cal him he is willingly to help me...I was like stunned but yet grateful..The Traffic Police came after awhile and we took our mile statement and den went up the ambulance.Got a week MC and went back home quite late tat night after in the hospital for hours...Actually was able to work this week but my wounds on the leg doesnt seem to be healing fast so had no choice but to get another week MC if not my leg will be damned...This fucking accident i will always rem plus tat bastard Taxi Driver..If able to claim insurance i gonna claim his whole family insurance lol...Till den ....

Time seems to be so slow

2007-05-14T12:28:00.000+08:00

And i just thought that its been like so long i nv blog..Suddenly time seems to be so so slow.Not much things have happen thru out the week.And i know that my relationship is still going very strong bcos i have a very understanding gf although mischievous but yet adorable.Gotta step up to earn more bucks right now due to the situation both of us are abit hard up...I dun think i even spend much but just duno why $ keeps going down >_<....
Seems like it has been weeks since i touch my last alcohol.No more drunk no more alcohol intoxication or watever the fuk headache.Lifes been good Work is not stressful no worries no unhappiness...Just hope that this month faster end and comes June.2 more weeks seems so freaking long to me....Been so lazy but den on Saturday we both pack up my room and it seems so spacious right now and there is space for her to put her stuffs at one side..And After Mothers Day dinner on Sat went for a Short Ikea Run to buy some stuffs and a Lamp...My Room needs to be more cozy so that she can sleep very peacefully.Still got 2 more stuffs to buy 1 Phone and 1 Clock that is Only DIGITAL...Tick tock tick tock will only make my Piglet haf sleepless nites lol.Shes seems to be sick and i am there again to look after her....And i promise her that every month i would buy her a cute little stuff toy to rem how long we have been together...Although its still short but den we are still very sweet to the max till many ppl are damn jealous at us...I cant imagine the eyes tat are look upon us whenever we hang out together with friends or met up her colleagues or etc....She finally got her first deal Congrats...Although i dun say it out but den its a good start keep it up my piglet...We have been watching youtube now and den for Drama serials that are very nice in the end tat serial dun haf some episodes so haf no choice but to grab them online hopefully within a week its finish and i been chasing "You You Bai Shu" quite a nice cartoon but den its very very ancient time ago cartoon just like Dragon Ball...Thats abt the week for us and i will be back for more if there are more interesting stuffs.....

Chapter ????

2007-05-02T12:05:00.000+08:00

I have lost track of wat chapter i am on right now but anyway i will just continue from here.Went to catch the movie Spiderman 3.And just right at the beginning of the show the screen went blackout.Wonderful experience and someone shouted 9.50 leh lol.The next thing is when Mary Jane Kiss Harry Osborn one fellow shouted "KNN" tat was damn funny wahahaha.Anyway the show isnt bad nor good to me just only average.Had a hell lot of fun at the afternoon playing warcraft with my darling and Joey...We almost had it if we had crafted the armor earlier.Well we will do it the next time...Went out quite early and went for lunch and window shopping.Bought some stuffs actually and my tat shaver i lost it during the journey back home.wth nvm will buy it another time although its quite exp at nearly 20 bucks.Was damn tired and slept at 2am.Enjoy every single day with my dearest piglet.Full of surprises all the time....

原来爱那么伟大!

2007-04-27T10:15:00.000+08:00

Planning on a holiday soon with my piglet.Cant wait for it too anxious abt it lol.Already book Spiderman 3 tickets in advance for next week.This show is a must catch no matter what.I feel so blissful right now cos i think i haf found the right person in my life.I haf officially resign my Position as a Main Tank and i cant imagine i did tat..Now i been playing LAN with my friends and gf whenever i haf the time.All my commitment of time is only on her and no one else.I totally haf no time to commit to WOW anymore.So long guys will miss the fun when we had together.Gotta go to send my bike for inspection later and shes still sleeping right beside me now.Not gonna disturb her sleep by typing too much....MACDONALDS BREAKFAST NOW!!!.

Love Birds on Sick Days

2007-04-24T09:29:00.000+08:00

I am not feeling well and so is her.Bloody weather and bloody virus attacking.My stomach isnt feeling well for the past 3 days.Every now and den just wanted to go toilet to shit out everything...I haf no choice i just gotta go to work even if its a stomachache.I will bear with it.And i hope both of us will get well soon enough...

Sick Chapters

2007-04-20T12:42:00.000+08:00

The past few days here she was sick and the days are all spend together watching youtube and cuddling and hugging at home.Finally went out yesterday to catch some breath and movies and shopping.The show was funny "Wild Hogs" but the cinema is damn cold.Although in the end i got sick it really doesnt matter to me.All i wanted was time and love spend together.

Ongoing Chapter

2007-04-12T11:43:00.000+08:00

2weeks never blog the site seems abit dead..
Just abit of update..
Been busy with my piglet almost everyday.
Playing warcraft LAN...
Just went for shopping at Parkway Parade and bought the below 2 stuffs..

One for digging ears tat was like 10000yrs ago i use tat in a holiday chalet for like 2 yrs lol....
My poor piglet haf to use the ear plugs to sleep whenever she is over at my hse..
Cos i am a noise pollutant at night..LOL..Maybe i am just too tired so my music volume goes louder each time i sleep lol...Got so much stuffs to buy and i simply cant rem all of it.

Everyday it just goes deeper n deeper stronger n stronger.
Lets hold hands and cling on together and walk this path side by side..

Continuous Chapter....

2007-03-29T12:26:00.000+08:00

Whenever someone is in love.Tiredness isnt a problem at all.
We have dinner went for a swim although i dunno how to swim went back home and haf another dinner and slept thru out the night...
Poor piglet having stomach pain during the night.Hopefully she sleeping very peacefully right now no one disturbing...
After all these ups and downs,i really hope and just wish that everything would be fine..If i dun fight for wat i wan i will regret for the rest of my life..
Glad to say that i can only live with someone whom i can accept her for wat she is and someone whom will be there for me always when i am down...That is call love...
I knew i found her already.....

(Nothing venture,nothing gain.U never know till U hv tried)

Just a another chapter of something..

2007-03-25T22:35:00.000+08:00

I was browsing thru some ppl's blog.Whole day doing nothing just thinking of someone yet i cant do anything at the moment...

She told me she had a friend whom is guy whom can sweet talk gals.To me i think of players..Players whom you know play ppl's hearts...

Well to me how do you define players?

Definitely if u fit in the criteria of being a player most important thing is looks.
Without looks your first impression to others wont be that simple or easy if you wan to get hold of the key to the game.So wat if you can sweet talk gals but arent tat charming enough for tat person to fall for you.Not all gals are the same.To be a player Looks comes first Sweet talk comes secondly and lastly if you are rich OMG you will be like a god...But actually tat is bullshit.Like i said not all gals fall for the same tricks.

For love this thing is very complicated.You dun love a person tat easily by just one look or by just hanging out together everytime.Chemistry is very impt.The person whom gets attracted to the opposite sex.Laugh at his jokes and his stupidity and accepting for wat he is just like every single thing he does makes you smile.Brightens your day whenever you think of him.Misses him so badly and sometimes just simple giving a cal just to say "I mIz You" makes her day brighten up even when shes feeling low....In a relationship its easy to love but its not easy to maintain...Good and bad times are to be shared even sometimes u never realise both moods are even shared between lovers...Whom doesnt wan their loved ones to be beside them when something bad happen..You tel me...Just like the saying "You Fu DOng Xiang You Nan DOng Tang" Even a simple thought or a simple call would even brighten someones day....Sometimes somethings arent meant to be...A Relationship is just like a Ship out in the Sea...Let me explain....
You are the Captain of this Ship.You brave thru Storms and Winds.You will protect your Ship no matter what...Just like in Love if you truly love someone you will protect her at all costs...But den if you dun bother when heavy storm and winds approach and never bother the ship will bump into something like a Nasty Object and Got Wrecked..When the Ship is sinking you start to panic...What can you do?
Just like in a relationship if you nv took care of it and things start to happen And when things turn into Nasty,will time heal the relationship?Have you ever tried to be alone and think of wat happen in the relationship tat cause so much unhappiness?Have you ever reflect back on yourself wat happen to you?Why did this happen?No one can tolerate Nonsense in a relationship...Its takes 2 hands to clap not i clap for you and u just "Eng Siu" de clap...If you are clapping so unhappy wats the point of staying...Given time it doesnt get much better it might end up broken maybe after years....Just like the wrecked Ship even when u put it to shore and repair it the damage is still there.And once you start to neglect your ship when storm or winds approach the same thing happens.You dun get lucky 2 times.The next time you will need to abandon the ship and save yourself from dying....And you will be the one crying with sorrows and no one will be there for you.....
The saying goes "Treasure your love one before they leave you"
Regrets are useless when shit happens....

Too emotional today..Didnt even sleep i guess when i was back home last night....The only thing right now can hurt me is overwhelming attack to the heart...If that happens i really wont know wat will happen to me.....

Chapter 8

2007-03-20T11:07:00.000+08:00

Nothing is much better den chilling out with yr love ones at East Coast enjoying the breeze the sea and most important is the love from each other.

Time spent together are the most precious moments.
Life isnt better without you..SWYP...My Piglet...

Chapter 7

2007-03-13T12:10:00.000+08:00

Love and Bread...
The definition of Love and Bread everyone has a diff concept about it.
You can ask 10 ppl and they all define it in diff ways.
Just bcos of the word bread itself makes the topic abit hard to explain.
Just a simple explaination of Bread.
Bread you can have many kinds of bread.
Sunshine,Gardenia or much more expensive bread or simply like Bread Talk.
This is just an example.
To me Love and Bread are both important.
I wont be able to live with someone whom i dun love.Definitely i wont be able to tolerate at all and wont dote on someone whom i dun love at all.Even if i were to eat Much better bread every day it doesnt make my life happier.
I am very happy eating Sunshine Bread everyday if i haf someone beside me whom loves me and i love her too.
In a relationship it takes two hands to clap.In life it takes two hands to make ends meet either.
To my loved ones i will strive to make ends meet to haf a better life.
If there is no meaning of life and love would you strive?
Definitely if the person i dun love i wont wan to bother abt striving to let her lead a better life.
So what will you choose?

Having loads of $$ without someone you love makes a person very unhappy....
Having Love and striving to make ends meet to have a better life makes a person whom is in love Whole.

For my own character i know myself too well.When i wan to achieve something i need i will strive to go for it no matter wat.But den i haf a lazy character and sometimes i need motivation to do it.But i know my own limits things i am able to achieve i will strive things i cant achieve i can try but den if i fail at least i know where i am standing.
In life as i said before previously i have fail and fall alot of times.Each and every time i pick up myself i learn something.We do not learn to walk when we haven learn to crawl.Life is simple dun make it complicated....

The pic above describes sometimes i just feel like him feeling helplessly.
Meditation to sort out problems....
Maybe i am just blabbering rubbish....

Chapter 6

2007-03-09T10:31:00.000+08:00

Every sight of her makes me melt.
This time round i think its fate that brought us together.
After more den 10yrs.And it just seems like we got telepathy communication.
How come it seems like i can read her mind and she can read mine...
Its simply incredible....Yet unbelieveable...

Chapter 5

2007-03-04T23:00:00.000+08:00

Another week just pass.Seems like everything is going very smoothly.
But i do hope for the best who doesnt anyway...
Time will tell whether we are going in the right path or not.
Promises that i have made i will do it once when the decision is made.
I will still wait,waiting for the answer.
I will shower everything i haf if i could just to make you fall deeper n deeper.
And hopefully my dream will come true....

Chapter 4

2007-03-03T12:19:00.000+08:00

Quarrels do happen sometimes inevitable.
But den sometimes we do interpret wrongly how our feelings are either thru msn or sms.
I'm sorry i interpret wrongly thru sms.I think its much better to talk face to face or on the phone to explain one others actions or feelings.
I just wanted to say i was just disappointed tats all.
Disappointed just bcos i thought you will be here with me...
I do hope we understand each other well.....

(It just takes abit of quantity n quality of time to make one feel loved....)

Chapter 3

2007-02-27T13:45:00.000+08:00

It all started on a First Day of Chinese New Year.And the love grows deeper n deeper each day.I didnt realise when i started missing someone everyday in my life.But den i sometimes do realise i do keep somethings in my heart.Somethings tat arent suppose to be said out in words.Yes i know i did something wrong.But eventually i cant stop myself.And basically it takes two hands to clap and we have clap together till now.
Its just like an obstacle now in front of me and whether am i able to successfully climb over it.But den all i have to do now is to be patient.

(You can be in love and always be happy but all it takes is one sentence to break your heart)

(The beauty of love is not in the romance, but how you support each other in good & bad times )

Littletrolly In Love

Chapter 2

2007-02-24T21:06:00.000+08:00

TRUELY MADLY DEEPLY IN LOVE....

TO BE CONTINUED....

Chapter 1....

2007-02-23T10:18:00.000+08:00

Whenever i didnt blog for like 2 weeks there is always something going on in my life.This time its not havoc time but den someone special came into my heart...Someone whom i know more den 10yrs or more.From secondary school days till now.We met up click well communicate well done things together and went out very often.In the end the sparks flew and both of us didnt know until when the heart aches for someone started.But den as a saying goes "Jia Jia you ben nan nian de jing"
In most relationships also haf the same meaning.I have one question but the answer has not been clarified.And i am patiently waiting for that answer.
Will i walk away or will i hold you in my arms forever?
The Decision is not mine.

To be continued.....

Valentine's Day

2007-02-15T00:25:00.000+08:00

Ok today i did a big thing.I woke up at 7am and started getting dressed up for work.
Ok the most important thing is i didnt ride bike to work instead i took train to work.Amazing right lol.But anyway getting out of my house at 8am i still was late for work just like i always reach at the same timing when i am riding bike to work haha.
Tickets booked table booked and yes i went off early from work just to be early for the date.But in the end hell so many ppl waiting for cab.I have to on call one instead.Yeah went for dinner at Paragon "Projectshop Gourmet" Well i like my food damn nice really hard to taste beef tat tender and fresh.And with someone making lame jokes wat could haf gone wrong lol.Catch a show at 930pm and was already damn tired.First time wearing formal out for a date.No choice didnt haf the time to even go back home.
At Orchard you see couples everywhere.Holding flowers etc at least 85% ppl are holding them.Why cant ppl have new ideas?Do new things lol.Well i had a fruitful day spend less den 100 bucks and enjoy my day although not my lover.And i used to rem every valentines day i always bring someone whom isnt my gf or lover out for dinner cos most of the days i arent attached lol.
I only know i am damn tired now.Going to crash now....

Just another day!

2007-02-11T22:44:00.000+08:00

Another week has passed.Friday went to Sonia's hse to see her baby cos full month with Shanna.Know more friends and the table i was the only guy.U know this kinda thing is like 38 (San Ba) Table..Whereas they 38 there and i sit there listening.This new friend call "Mr Man" was so Man and i dun even realise she was still damn young.The voice n the maturity of her seldom u would see on the streets this kinda gals.Well i forgotten the name but den i guess i will cal her Mr Man if i ever see her around lol.Dun ever judge a book by its cover.So true yet so not true.After staying there for awhile went back home and play my game till 11+ den went to Geographer.Saw Mr Aeroplane King there lol my army friend whom we all call him "Chi Kop" i still was wondering why we call him dat name anyway.Quite boring but den went home early and slept.Was suppose to go buy clothes on Saturday but den too lazy to even step out of the house so instead i just went to play game again.Had a fun night at MOS but den i starting to feel boring with this place.Maybe its time to change place.Might be going to St James Power Station Next week leaving tat place full of shit of Malays...

DAmn tired after a day and woke up at 10am and starting to play game again was so god damn lazy to even call or step out of the house.Instead slack till quite late and went to Far east to meet friends.Walk to Cineleisure and someone poke me in the stomach yeah its my dumdum meimei lol.So long nv see you le haha everyone's busy with their own things tats call life.Went to Bugis and bought some clothes and went to 7th Storey to have dinner.Came back home and start to iron SO MANY GOD DAMN SHIRTS.I so fuking hate to wear shirts to work everyday -_-".....Time is so late now gotta crash and i mean really Crash into the bed and dun think of waking up lol.

Nitezzzzz
Littletrolly in DREAMLAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1 week to CNY!

2007-02-06T23:41:00.000+08:00

Last week time for freak out.I was just wondering these few weeks of exercising why my face is still so round lol.I shed so much weight and i can wear all my jeans back.But den the face why is it so fuking round lol.
After CNY will be back to gaming days,will still be on the roll on exercising but den will raid before i go jogging or exercise.Just cant simply let down those ppl whom help me so much.I got a private power lvler and hes better den any online website power lvler cheaters and money eaters too lol.

Haven even bought my NY clothes yet this week will be the week i will be going for shopping.Time waits for no man.Got so much stuffs on mind yet dunno wat i should do.Sometimes i dun really wish to think abt anything but den sometimes i just feel so lonely.Maybe life will get better soon ^_^.....

Everyone has their own life and everyone leads it in different ways.The most important thing is they live their life contented with no complains.Human being do complains and bitch at times but den they still love the way they lead their lifes.Some ppl do grow up but some doesnt,Some ppl learn thru lessons of life but some dun get it after getting bitten 10 times.Life's sometimes is just a bitch or can i say sometimes ppl are just being ignorant or being fuking dumb.We just have to accept some ppl way of thinking or accept the way they are.Just like me ppl live the way i talk and being crude and rude.Thats me i dun change for the sake of being better i dun learn cos i am who i am....Thats the way of my life.

Signed off
The Ultimate Tank
Littletrolly

Phobia

2007-02-04T22:41:00.000+08:00

I have Liquor Phobia haha Friday went to Momo and Geographer at Clark Quay i drank so little till i freak out ha i got this feeling of getting sleepless nights again.Just so afraid of being unable to sleep and go to work like a zombie.Imagine everyone was having so much a fun and suddenly your friend whom was smiling and nutty thru out the night suddenly break down and cry.I was like WTF lol.Having fun can make someone feel deep inside the hurt they been thru which is Love again lol.Lucky i dunno tat person at all maybe met before but den forgotten the name haha.

Freak Saturday was like shit.After dinner at Paragon went to CineLeisure to play CS in the end all the coms is like wtf there is no com tat is working well.Either it hangs one person com or restart my other friends com.How the hell we gonna have fun this way.Truly bored i guess the next outing we better check out another place or see if there is one row that has no spoiled coms.

Sunday Family Lunch at Geylang.
Enjoy my cute Nephew singing Songs lol.

Recover at last..

2007-01-31T23:54:00.000+08:00

Finally recover my Zombie status now being able to sleep like a normal person.
Work was totally boring.Tons of work yet cannot be done.
Two of my friends quarrel with Bf today and was both the same BIG BIG Quarrel.
I was like alt tabing while playing world of warcraft as my Guild Leader help me to lvl damn tiring to alt tab like a nut and all my hands are busy like hell.
Going to be organising another Game Outing this Saturday and i guess the turnout would still be 8 ppl as the rest have either went to another guild or wat.Some ppl are just pure dumb.Maybe bcos of the age gap they are easily influence by morons lol.
Stay Loyal and play yr heart with yr friends not with morons.
Hopefully i can see something worthwhile.
Valentines Day is coming.So Wat?
Not my problem haha Save money hahahaha.
I just wish CNY would reach faster and to work back like normal days instead of thinking of holidays all the time.I may sound like a workaholic but i am not.
I am not devoted to the job but i do my job nice and clean.
Work Smart not Work Hard.
Every penny for every min.
Thats what i always think.
Gonna crash body is not listening to my commands..

Just awaitng for my Fav Movies like Spiderman 3 TMNT and Transformers and the most Impt is tat World Of Warcraft Movie is coming soon too. :)

Nitezzz

Zombie Status

2007-01-29T23:42:00.000+08:00

Working like a Zombie at work.Just cant stand it no strength to even ride or concentrate on anything.No choice but to take half day leave to sleep at home.But fuk this in the end toss around in bed for 4 hrs and cant get to sleep.I think my insomiac is back.Now i am so god damn tired.I wonder if i can sleep peacefully again...

Freaking Headache

2007-01-29T04:26:00.000+08:00

Its freaking 4am and i cant get to sleep.Great another few more hrs to work and yet i am still in front of my com hitting the keyboard away.
Had a freaking bad headache yesterday and didnt get to even sleeping.The head is simply killing me of my sleep.I guess its just time to call it quits to drinking.Cigarettes are parted away since 1 yr ago now its time for liqour.I guess healthy lifestyle suits me much better now.
Another week has just ended and here comes another week of work.I just wish everyday was Sunday lol...
Better try to lie down and get some sleep not much time to catch up on sleeping.
Nitezzz.

No Time...

2007-01-27T00:55:00.000+08:00

Everyday time seems to pass so fast but yet i still need so much time to do some stuffs.
It seems like i dun haf time to even play my online game anymore.
Everyday after work is a jogging or exercising till arund 8pm after tat is bathe and dinner tat is already 9pm.i usually still sleep around 1130 to midnight.Only left the pathetic 2hrs to play?
I think i haf alot of stuffs to be done.
Those things i wil do it and hopefully i can sort out the things altogether.
Tomolo Saturday will be another busy day for me too.
Its late now after some chionging of game.
Time for sleep...

Sick

2007-01-23T23:07:00.000+08:00

Sick liao lo.
Song liao lo.
Knn fuk la.
I hate to be sick.
Now tissue up the nose once again.
Rain rain come again den wet and sick again lol.
Fuk i go crash liao buay tahan...

ARGHHHH!!!

2007-01-22T22:22:00.000+08:00

NB CB AI PUAY PI LIAO!!!

KIU MEY!!!!

HELP MEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NIN BEH AI KI SIAO LIAO!!!

WHY LAG LAG LAG WTFFFFF!!!!

Beer + Liqour = ????

2007-01-21T23:15:00.000+08:00

Same old thing blah blah blah dun wish to talk much abt ytd.
Just Beer and Liqour and all of us are more den high...Met a old time prison friend there seems like many of my prison friends tend to frequent MOS alot lol.Slept around 4+ woke up at 9am haiz.Dunno wat is happening everytime whenever i come back from clubbing just doesnt seem to be able to sleep like a pig thru out the whole day.
Now having abit of sore eyes and i just iron a bunch of Shirt for work.I just simply hate ironing.Who wans to be My MARIA?OH MARIA WHERE ARE YOU????

So god damn tired whole day and tomorrow better be a good day cos its time to exercise again for the whole week.I realise since i starting wearing formal to work its like very very long i seldom wear any clothes out and there are a few rusty t shirt and etc all in the wardrobe.Its gonna be CNY soon and its time to start clearing some shit out of it...Next week will be a good weekend definitely cos its time to clear and time for new stuffs...
Tomorrow is Mint"s Birthday Happy birthday to u if u DID read my blog haha.
Grow older and study hard the future is bright for you....

Eyes damn painful i guess i better crash now if not i wont be able to do anything tomorrow with a sleepy head....
Nitez Moronssss!!!

Seems like 10,000 years

2007-01-20T00:32:00.000+08:00

I thought i didnt blog like 10,000 years.This week ends so fast i cant imagine how i manage to go thru it.Everyday at work seems so busy but i still try to slack.
Almost everyday exercising till i got so fuking tired everyday...Just bought The Burning Crusade to continue my gaming journey but i didnt login much to start exploring the new contents..
One of my game friend was there queuing up for the launch of "The Burning Crusade" at Suntec City and Queue for like 5hrs...Why the hell would someone wans to get the first sight of seeing this stupid content as there is prize at all...
And i saw the darn newspaper the next day about the queuing OMG almost fainted.Lucky i am not at all anxious abt this stupid Launch of the CD....
I think i am speaking rubbish cos i am god damn tired.
Guess i wil have to Blog tomolo....

Rainy Days....

2007-01-15T00:33:00.000+08:00

Seems like its raining every single day from thursday till now.And i been wetting myself to work on Friday wearing Slippers and just a t shirt to work lol.I know some ppl are jealous i am able to do so especially when i am working in a office haha.Just hopefully tomolo doesnt rain.

I just cant get to sleep.Slept at 7am ytd night after MOS and supper at Chinatown.Talk to someone till 7am omg i was damn tired but was still struggling to talk..Actually wanted to meet up with Peggy and the rest to cycle at East Coast on a Sunday but too bad when i woke up at 11am it was raining and everything was cancelled.Wanted to laze around at home den Ting call and ask me to go Vivocity to find her for lunch.Actually was so tired and lazy especially on a rainy day but in the end still went down to have lunch with her...So crowded at Vivocity and was the first time at there quite a huge place and i almost got lost finding my way out to the taxi stand lol..Ting nv change abit from the day i know her till now.Maybe some changes like a piercing in the tongue but whereas hairstyle talking attitude and etc still the same old one whom i previously love so much....This kinda gal is really a hard to find in this realistic world anymore.
Nowadays gals are so much materialistic and realistic.Cars and Cash are more often go after in a gals mind den Love...Seen alot of those kinda materialistic gals....Those kinda gals are none as describe as friends in my dictionary...I think they are more den hypocrites den any arsehole on earth...They dun need friends all they need is cash to stamp on their face and they feel proud of it haha...And basically you think money can buy friends...Save it your money buys Hi bye friends whom just are beside u cos u are rich.But when comes in times of need you will see how they fly and pick up their butts to run away from you lol..I am starting to get emotional cos i cant get to sleep wtf....Slept at 9pm and woke up at 1130pm...Cant simply sleep till the next day and get prepared for work..Life sometimes get so hard up and i cant simply do wat i need to do.Basically just idling around and waiting for some shit to happen...And Feb is still so far awayyyyyyyy......Sitting here right now waiting for my body to get weaker and to sleep in peace.I am getting back to the size i am going to be soon...Tomolo better be a sunny day for jogging once more.I just simply love to sweat right now lol...1 more month to Chinese New Year i gotta strive hahaha.Think i will just go surf some stupid stuffs till i get tired...

Restless and Smelly
Littletrolly

Holidays Over...

2007-01-08T22:58:00.000+08:00

Holidays are finally over.No more Holidays till Feb.And i cant imagine how much money i haf spend during these holidays.Almost my whole Salary went to Food and Liqour.Gotta Meditate now till Feb.Hopefully the profit bonus can fit into my whole pocket lol.Still having some things which i haven bought yet.Father having problems walking and doctor didnt know wat happen and it seems like no medicine can cure.Sometimes somethings are unpredictable.Even illness sometimes arent cause by human body substance or watever the shit.He just look like hes learning to walk and leaning the wall to walk slowly.Getting better day by day maybe another 2weeks will walk like a normal person and back to the health he was use to be.After this April many things have been settle and payment been done.Increment ah thought about tat.Dunno if this year increment wil be like nuts like last year.And i haf so much Leave 26days and i dunno wat am i going to do with them.Would really like to have a Sweet Holiday but if i have someone special to go with me tat would be more great.My sister is running away from every Chinese New Year to Holiday just to avoid relatives maybe by nagging her to get married.Might be my turn soon to come lol.Its about time i need to get away from relatives or wat during those season.Damn bored to do the same thing over n over again every New Year.And i still rem i visited MOS 3 days in a ROW during last year CNY.....This year will be somebody birthday and might be a whole good gathering of friends once again.

Work is getting so fuking tired.Time pass so quickly and i dun even haf time to do my work sitting down.Why is it always so many irritating idiots coming after the fuking holidays.If work can get better day by day it would really be good.It just seems so meaningless cos there is nothing to learn from after almost 6 years in this company.Only thing is i get to know who are the backstabbers the good benefits of a good company and can enjoy and relax maybe until retirement...Who knows actually...My Technical boss resign suddenly and went off just like tat poof without any signal.Just came down and shake hands and went off.And its to immediate effect after he handed the letter.I guess hes happy leaving here anyway a better job out there and good learning experience and more stuffs to get on with.I.T will nv grow old and there are so much stuffs to learn till the day u die...

Every person have diff kinda of characters.Not all ppl get along each other well.Some ppl live in different worlds and experience diff stuffs and usually wont get along well with a person in another world.About Trust only true friends know wat is the meaning of Trust...They never let you down when they promise something to you...Hi bye friends arent even worth to mention.Maybe when bump into them just a simple "Hi" but deep inside we are crying out loud "fuking hyprocrite who wans to bump into you anyway"
Good friends are hard to come by so basically better not take yr friends for granted.As one day it might happen they are Hi bye Friends to you.I dun let Hypocrites friends in my life.Trust me i am fuking crude and rude to ppl although i have a character like tat i do stil have a bunch of good friends surrounding me...Straightforward as in if i dun like you i wont even wan to talk so much to you.I only like to spend time with good friends chilling outside.And i bet my game friends are so much better den those Hypocrites i know.Before Chinese New Year there will be another gaming session and might go for drinking.Still planning as most of them are all NS kids lol.I am the oldest among all of them wth....I just simply hate going to pubs.Bah see if i can get a better idea for an outing haha.

Damn fuking tired after running 2.4 almost everyday.Time to get back from where i came from...Hopefully my dreams will come true after so many years of someone...

Tired,Stressful and a Melting heart

Warriors dun say No to Tanking.
They will only Say "Hey come Hit me Sucker"

Last week of Havoc....

2007-01-07T13:41:00.000+08:00

Damn shag.Friday went to Momo and saw quite alot of friends there but this place i am banning soon.Momo sucks so much i cant imagine....With a Fainting Queen and a Trouble Maker wat else could be more fun den going clubbing.

Came back at 630am ytd meh.Nv been so on on clubbing till so late.Went to MOS and den Dragonfly and amazingly there is so litte ppl in MOS.Where the fuk the crowd went to lol.Tel me something more interesting why the fuk dragonfly this kinda place is more crowded den MOS.Firstly the crowd at Dragonfly Sucks old ppl old ah beng trouble makers and so much lousy music even the live band can go bang themselves much better....And how come the Hot gals are all at Dragonfly...LOL...So basically Hot Gals like this kinda place and the kinda crowd plus the kinda ppl lol.Fuking No logic...We just stood there for like less den an hour den later went to Geylang to have supper.Finish supper and den her mum came with another guy haha.Ate till fuking 6am and went home woke up at 11plus cant get to sleep.Great gonna go haf my sleep soon after this fuking raid.Memories came back last night after hearing someones name at Dragonfly and did some few sms with her.At least she is doing well now with her life.Damn drunk damn high..Time for raid and fuk off to bed....

Signed off
Drunken fist Littletrolly

New Year first day of work..

2007-01-03T12:05:00.000+08:00

First day of Work on New Year woot.
What do i expect on the first day of work?
Yeah fuking nothing to do lol.
Nothing to surf nothing to crap and my fuking hp bills came up to $230...
Who the fuk did i talk to get my bills so high.
Compare to my monthly 50 to 100 bucks bill how the hell did it get so high ....
Gonna stop pressing the call button.
Or should i put a miss call to the person whom i wan to talk to if i wanna use the phone lol.Thats old school....
Went for jogging ytd and now aching whole body.Skip breakfast today and now fuking hungry.
I guess its time for lunch anyway.

Happy New Year Post!

2007-01-01T14:34:00.000+08:00

Now 2006 is over here comes another long year ahead.
Many upcoming activities and new year resolution.
Nice and Sweet.
Friends birthday coming soon.
The past week holidays are quite fun.

Friday went to watch Death Note 2 at Cineleisure.Its a damn nice show about 2 guys competiting of wits and wisdom.A must see show and now i am watching Death Note 1 on Youtube haha.After the movie session around 2am went to partyworld to sing with a Giam Cai Ling.First time ever went out so late till 5am and reach home to sleep till late afternoon.

Sat went for dinner with 8 game friends at Paragon.And was suppose to meet a Dumdum Minting for dinner but due to laziness she met me after dinner and abt to go MOS.We took some pics at Paragon and went for Gaming Session at Cineleisure for CounterStrike and Dota.Was a full 2 hrs Session of Gaming and Our team won in Both Dota and CS.Was having Great Fun and Minting came around 930pm when all the shops were about to close.Was suppose to bring her buy her pre Birthday Present but due to her laziness and sleepy sound she slack all the way at home.Watch me play Dota and laughing all the way on how the way i got killed by my those arsehole gaming friends lol.All the way to 1030 and we went to MOS and enjoy our clubbing night.And talk abt tat night this crazy gal whom cant drink drink too much till she almost fainted in the club.Now gave her the ban to only limited booze thats the way to reduce noisiness and to save ourselves to carry a heavyweight champion home.By the way i wont be the one carrying her home so who cares LOL.

Sunday Watch Eragon at Tiong Bahru Plaza and went to MOS again.This time the countdown OMG.Wtf this Year 2007 countdown i will be staying some place more relaxing and a place where nobody wans to rush to the dance floor like there is a trophy there awaiting for you.Feel the crowd and the squeezing of fat ppl and sweating hands is out of the way.No way i gonna ever even wan to go to such a place where morons and idiots are especially during holiday season.

Now lets cut the crap and Happy New Year to all in 2007.Lets hope for the best and more increment and more Bonuses up to come soon.Time for New Year Resolution.

Back to keeping fit days.(Hopefully everyday jogging)
More Increment...
More Fun and Clubbing...
Most Important is finding the "Special One"

Thats all Folks Enjoy your New Year 2007.

Below Video is how sucky and packed MOS is on New Year Eve.
Enjoy lol.

Wierd ppl.....

2006-12-29T02:14:00.000+08:00

Some ppl are just so wierd.They can lie everything to you and give you bullshit.
And they told you we are good frieds.And when you tel a lie to that person and they just simply said hey wat kinda fcuk friend are you.And ask you to fuck off.
Ppl have limit in patience even when we know that person whom is close to you told a lie we wouldnt bother much and confront that person.And den came tat person whom caught you telling a lie shooting you back like a bullet and told you to fuck off.Is tat call fair or wat?We didnt expose their lying deeds and they did back to you when you told a simple lie...Yeah all that kinda bullshit stuffs seen alot and talk alot about it.Sick of it.I will just remain neutral and see what kinda wierd these ppl can turn into.Either they turn worst or become better with their mouth....

If i am so crude den forgive me i been tolerating these bullshit more den enough.

Earthquake!

2006-12-27T23:15:00.000+08:00

Yeah whole fuking day no communication thru msn at work and tat was fuking god damn bored without internet but only can get thru local websites.Finally realise i was paying some stupid bills for Byebye Ringring for my hp and finally cancel it and the 4D although it was 5 bucks per month.Need to save abit la 5 bucks also money leh.

Best Part every week club like crazy and spend all my bonus away like mad.Bought a New Handphone and club and drink and eat like mad tat is wat my life is nowadays.I never touch my game during these holiday season so its kinda amazing.Never really done my shopping yet these past few days.Kinda lacking of time and the past days everyday is raining.Hopefully tomolo is a sunny day for shopping.

Give me the power.And i really do need a power to do that.I got a personal trainer chanter that will be beside me when i almost going to do something i shouldnt do.This Saturday will be meeting my game friends for dinner.8 of them so would be thinking of a nice place to hang out and after tat is MOS time.Time to have fun and drink till i DIE..lol...

Please Miss Chanter you dun help me i die le i will fall into the devils hand.Right hor My Dumdum give me some gumgum so i got pow pow lol.

Temptation

2006-12-25T03:54:00.000+08:00

The more u see the more you fall.

The temptation of love.The only cure to it is to resist yourself from approaching.
But to resist the temptation of approaching is not as easy as one can said you can do it.I hope i dun fall in deep shit again.

Save me!!!!I think i am just drunk but stil abit sober...wtf!!!!

On the morning of Christmas Eve....

2006-12-24T12:00:00.000+08:00

Early in the morning 11am woke up damn tired.And some moron cal me to help him book movie tickets.Yesterday at MOS first time so little ppl yet almost at 2am our whole table was fully crowded with ppl and ppl tat we know.Its just like a gathering some sort like chinese new year gathering where we haf like more den 20 brothers gathering for a long moment to chat and drink and haf fun.Anyway Chinese New Year is coming i bet the same old gathering will happen again.

Finally did a confession and i feel more relaxed.Tat might be the first time and last time i ever did something like this.Never been so cramp up before with my feelings but tats abt it.I did it and i feel much better den keeping it.Life still goes on anyway.

Its already noon and i am hungry like shit and yet those friends of mine are still sleeping.Going for christmas shopping later and i dun think today is a day for clubbing anyway.Might catch some movie and walk around and relax today.Tomolo will be the worst part of my day.Wat am i gonna do tomolo lol.Maybe sleep till Tuesday until work hhaha.Still not yet decide wat to do tomolo maybe go be some lightbulb or watever to some couples tat is my hobby lol.

Sign off
Relentlessly Unconditionally fool.

Sneak Preview.....

2006-12-23T09:30:00.000+08:00

These few days really have a hell lot of fun..Yeah Christmas coming so one shot haf fun till Chinese New Year thats my plan...
Went to watch "A Night in the Museum" with Sandra and friends.The movie was damn funny.Its a must see show.But before you wanna see the movie come lets haf a sneak preview..

Hmmm wan somemore sneak preview better den the movie lol...

So how satisfied now?
Nah i guess not.If you wan to see the real preview PAY UP! LOL!!!!!

Anyway yesterday MOS actually not in a mood to club but who cares yeah and i almost fell down ytd and my shoe broke a hole haha no choice later got to get a shoe if not i cant club anymore....And i wonder why gals like to stick in the toilet for like 30mins and guess wat they are doing inside the toilet...

Take Pic 1 now inside more longer den 30mins.

Now take Snapshot of own friend...Nnb why not sleep in the toilet better....
45mins and counting down and just came back from the toilet from all the snapshots eh this isnt the only few pics they taken there are more to come.(Ever wonder tat lady looks like Mo XiaoLing)hahahaha...

Boring,Sick Tuesday...

2006-12-19T21:45:00.000+08:00

I think i falling sick.
3 days non stop raining.Most amazing thing is tat i forget to drink water ytd whole afternoon.
Due to tat at night i was starting to haf a sore throat.Wonderful eh.I cant afford to take MC as the month is closing got some stuffs to close before Friday.But i am feeling so sick now.
Wat to do?
23rd book a BBQ pit downstairs so all my friends will be coming over.First time organise BBQ due to previous years all clubbing and got fed up of the crowd everywhere.Its nice to haf some fun and relaxng days with good friends.Hopefully it doesnt rain and spoil everything XD.
Just bought a new hp and fiddling around with it almost a day trying to figure somethings.Man i am growing old lol new devices arent really user friendly to me.Arghhh i think fever is coming up.I hate today shit man.
After the past week,i finally avoided something that might happen in my life and its crucial to me as impossible is there in front of me.To Not fall deep and grab myself up before something that might not be good for me happen.Thats the only thing i could do.I know i aint young but it just doesnt seem right to me.Hopefully it will go pass with the wind and over with it.Sorry for doing something that i seldom do to ppl.But i had no choice.
Tired sick fever sore throat bang bang bang off to sleep.

A Monday night..

2006-12-19T08:06:00.000+08:00

After a 2hrs discussion cum meeting,everyone decided to stick together as wat we plan for the future for the coming "The Burning Crusade"
Random ppl start to get kick out of guild for not being there all the time for raids.
From a 150 man guild became a 85 man hardcore plus some players whom still will be there for raids.

Just like friends we dun need friends whom come randomly in our lifes.
When they haf a partner they spilt up and say MIA.When they get hurt and come back crying to u they expect u comfort them.Den when they got a new partner the cycle goes over n over again.Yeah wtf is this kinda friend.All i could say is *Hey Hi Bye friends*
And i count myself lucky i dun haf this kinda friends in my life.
The friends i haf in my life are all worthwhile to know for more den 10yrs and still stick together as 1 even though some of them do haf a partner.

All's Well End's Well...

2006-12-17T19:29:00.000+08:00

After so long 6months,the guild finally going to spilt soon.
After many months of efforts put in,time wasted on it.
And the things i haf done for almost everyone in it.
Its all coming to an end.
And i starting to get sick of playing and logging in everyday to see random ppl.
Ppl whom doesnt know how to play well as their classes.And ppl whom are just irregular to even do a raid with us.
Sick of it.And fuking sick of Blizzard.
Maybe its time to say goodbye to the game and make something worth to remember.

-------Myth------
The name worth to remember.

Life is just another story.Waiting for the "one" to pass by.
And waiting to get older day by day.
Thats life.You earn money to spend and shit and enjoy til you grow old with yr partner and leave the world.Tats life.

THX Certified.....

2006-12-15T11:00:00.000+08:00

Yesterday met a THX certified speaker.
She speaks loud,laugh loud and most of all is she acts loud plus a host just like she is in front of a camera.
Everywhere you go if she is with you,there will be noise.Noise basically tat drives you crazy lol.
She is cute and nv low batt and if you dun talk to her she will drive u crazy by disturbing you or asking you to dun be bored.
Few hours of Swensen has drive me sleepy and her noise basically wakes everyone up.
I going home and take a nap to relax abit before her noise stirs up again.

The Curse of Reality and Love.

2006-12-13T11:33:00.000+08:00

Everyone in this world is cursed.
Curse to face reality and the word that breaks so many ppl hearts (LOVE).

You can imagine how many ppl hearts are smashed hopes are crushed promises tat are broken.
How many times u see your friends go back to their ex and in the end came back crying.
LOVE is a gamble.
You gamble to love someone to try it out and see whether yr chips are worth winning.
The more you win the more happy you are.
But wat if you lose?
You drag your body out of the gambling den and say goodbye.
But somehow or rather the devil is there to ask you to go back and try your luck again.
Will you still go back and gamble when you know you are at the losing end?
For me i definitely will say NO.
Its just a trap to lure you in and make you lose till you are naked and desperate.
Love is Blind?Eh wake up Love isnt Blind its the person who is in love is BLIND.They need to be smack into their senses and wake the bloody fuck up.
How many times your partner promise you something but yet in the end didnt do it?
The times when there is sweetness in the relationship and you tend to only REMEMBER ALL THE SWEET MEMORIES BUT TEND TO FUCKING FORGET THE BAD AND WORST THINGS he/she have done to you.Beat you up push you away scolded vulgarities to you treat you like mud until the fucking day you are gone here he/she comes back to beg for forgiveness.How many times he/she betray you and yet you still let him/her into your life again to destroy you?
And yet in the end you are destroyed who are there for you again when you need a hand.
Its your friends.You cant mend a broken heart easily without friends accompanying u every single day to cheer you up.But yet at night when you are alone and lonely here comes the devil's images there to haunt you yet again.Some simple sms or msn from tat special someone can shoot right thru your heart and yet you fall again.And tats it here you go over n over again thru the cycle.Falling down picking up yourself falling down picking up yourself till you grew tired.When will it ever stop?You think you could but yet you couldnt bring yourself to do it.
Ever thought of the worst part of a relationship is where yr partner betray you and went to bed with someone else.And when you come to think of this situation your heart still go soft?Every single time complaining abt no money.Yet still can go out with chicks/guys?When he/she sleeping at home as he/she claim but he/she is actually outside flirting?
Truefax you think this is worst ever wonder wat if you are in a marriage.Tear up the ROM cert and say fuck off and go mend your heart?This is not the way you could do it.

If love is in this way,listen to my advice.
Find a wall and bang it and tel me tat it hurts.Tat is to ask you to wake up your fucking idea or bang the wall even harder till your head bleeds.Until den you know the scars are there forever and you are unable to ever forget that it hurts.This is till you realise you have face the reality.
Once you are able to face the reality your life goes back to normal.
From den on you can stay happy until someone special walk pass you and den you will see another gamble on another one.

I am just voicing out some things in real life that has happen to almost every couple.And some i have been thru too and picking up the pieces of life arent tat easy.When you fall there is someone there to pick you up,the person who push you to fall wont be there for you always.Just like the person whom is always beside you when you are crying aint the person you wan him/her to be.Too bad its so true yet unbelieveable.

Been fiddling my computer ytd with some help from Chris and Ben.Hey thanks guys i hope today it works.If it doesnt i gonna SEND THIS FUCKING COM TO JAPAN AND YOU FIX IT FOR ME lol.Stupid graphics card lag and maybe i think my RAM is fucked.Only today i will know the result.

Christmas is just around the corner and i guess most of my friends coming for BBQ at my place eh.Christmas eve and New Year eve isnt a day for clubbing.Trust me i been thru it 3 to 4 yrs every club is packed till you cant breathe or even move dun talk abt dancing or drinking.Maybe suffocate yourself abit den you will know the pain.Its going to be a relaxing day to enjoy the breeze at my hse lol.Breeze where to find breeze lol yeah the breeze will come from my FAN hahahaa.Maybe a mahjong session if i could find a table.Drinking session is a yes yes lol.

I been struggling with some thoughts and i think i gonna ignore it.Maybe it is just time to go back to face the virtual world until this year ends and maybe i wil get over it who knows =)

A Saturday worth to remember...

2006-12-10T23:55:00.000+08:00

As usual wake up early in the morning to help one fuker do his attunement.Login and done his attunement for him and in the end around afternoon he log and ask me abt it.My friend ask me whether is he a moron or wat nv speak or type anything lol.Meh Tired of playing game.Really sick of laggy gfx.Dunno why and dunno wat happen.Or maybe my Gfx card is going gaga and tat will definitely piss me off as it was bought not even 1 year and costs $300 bucks ....Meh Maybe Virtual Life doesnt suit me anymore.Still having abit of thoughts of quitting it soon.

Met up with my friend at HMV and waited for 2 morons haha in the end no ice cream and we went straight to MOS.The Queue u see will give u a heart attack just becos of a event needless to say OMG.Lucky we screw thru the VIP queue and get in but the fuking place is hopeless with so many ppl walking around and worst still i sweating all over.Is this a clubbing area or a Gym whereas ppl need to sweat....Actually meeting some of my game friends in there but due to the fuking crowd we miss out each other lol.Too bad time will come again to meet some day.But please not meet me on event day cos it really sucks to sweat in there lol.Well after drinking friends decided to go Dragonfly which i nv been to before.Sorry to Minting for leaving u there actually they already decided to go there.I dunno why u still wanted to stay there :P I will make up to you one day haha.Went to dragonfly and OMG i almost fainted there.This is a place where i wont wanna step in again.A place which looks like babyface and the crowd eh all my uncle auntie would love this place lol.Although i saw alot of friends like 10yrs nv see lol yeah but it wasnt fun at all.Meh swear to nv step in there ever again lol.After tat went to Geylang to meet her for supper with her mum.Cool eh actually i quite high drink quite alot went home and slept around 5+ zzZzzz.Lucky next day nv hang over.....

Courage....
I actually dunno wat to say about this.Its a quite funny feeling.Somethings i dunno to explain even to myself.Its my first encounter.Its very unusual to have this kinda feeling cos the problem is years of age.Think i should stop thinking maybe i think too much just let it be natural.This is a challenge i have nv seen,now i am feeling crappy.First time i being in a dilemma.Think i need to sort some questions and answers out before i go crazy over thinking.Getting older day by day doesnt seems to be good.Although i just step out of a relationship as i always said a relationship seems to be in like a prison.Just like my good friend step out of a prison and hes free like a bird wan to do anything and not be restricted to anything cos no one is there to stop him.LOVE ties u up to something but if u have a good partner i dun think this kinda thing will happen.If its not true u can comment abt it.Its all abt commitment.Commitment doesnt mean to restrict yr partner in doing things or like going out with friends.Compromise is another word for a relationship too.No compromise where else can a relationship works.Thats how it always work......

BASTARDS = Wat's the meaning of this?

2006-12-09T13:00:00.000+08:00

Sad to see someone so dear yet so kind and good with me gone with the wind.
Advices not heeded but eventually blessings given.
I hope it goes well for you just dun wanna see you come back with hearts broken.
Bastards i have been one seen one experience one as i am the all in one.
Sounds Familiar.Poems and crap talking i did more den any bastards i ever seen.
Not bragging but it comes from real life experience.
Everyone has been a bastard before eh.Dun tel me you arent one cos its a lie.
Lies comes in front of life and to anyone whom have nv mention a lie before in your life congrats you are an angel.
Wat a fuking Lying Angel you are!
Just as a word always seem the same meaning "Good Horse will nv eat back grass"
Never be soft hearted to a bastard as the trap is lying just in front of you.
The only regrets to that is tears.

Monster Caught on Candid Camera!

2006-12-07T10:41:00.000+08:00

Behold the Monster Caught at ES Bar IN BOAT QUAY.
WANTED FOR $500 RUPPIAH

B I T C H

2006-12-05T14:09:00.000+08:00

See this word very familiar.Bitch is commonly use for gals whom bitch too much.
In reality you see some,but damn sad is tat i see some in game too.
Cant even haf peace in virtual world.I wonder wat benefits them in bitching around.
I got fuck before once by a bitch.She ask me to get a life.From that day onwards i ignore her totally.Bloody bitch dun ask ppl to get a life when u yrself dun even haf one either.
That was ages ago.Damn long but i forever rem tat bitch whenever my friend disturb me telling me she is coming over to join us in game.(For those tat dunno its a game)
I told her very crudely to fuck off.Thats me i am straight forward enough to ask her to fuck off.
No way i gonna let a bitch destroy something i haf build up for months.Fucking NO WAY.
We are standing strong against wind and typhoon now.

Ok out of game right now.Yeah i know i living in two worlds.One in reality world the other in virtual world.In real life there is problems.But problems are meant to be solved.Arent they?
Ppl tend to fall down but most ppl will pick themselves up.Just like when we are babies dun we always fall down and pick ourselves up.Friends problems relationship problems many many kindas of problems happens in everyones life.Its just the way of how tat person whom are facing the problems gonna sort them out.The more you avoid the more you will get vexed.Thats the way of life.Life is simple dun make it complicated.And everyone haf only 1 life so live it to the max.I dare to say i fall alot more den other ppl in all the above problems.I still pick myself up and carry on with life.I still live very happy now why cos i dun avoid problems but solve it as it comes.Cheer up be ready for a war for any problems.That is the way how life goes.

Borned to be Screwedddddddddd..

2006-12-01T13:59:00.000+08:00

Friday finally weekends again.
Yeah early in the morning get screwed cos someone in bad mood.Sif i borned to get screwed when i didnt even said anything.Nevermind i am a petty person will rem tat in my heart.

Bored at work wat to do.Counting the hours off to work feels like a bomb ticking away yet timer is still very slow.Hungry yet lazy to even get off the fuking seat cos its fuking raining again.
Why is it always raining when i wan to get lunch?Cant it fuking stop for FFS.

Angry mood nowadays i really flare up easily.Dun cross my bloody path.....

Signed off
Temperature going Hot

Rains and Storms over...

2006-11-30T15:13:00.000+08:00

Finally rain and storms over at last.
Weekends coming soon.Wat to do Wat to do?

All i haf on my mind is a Great Saturday ahead after i finish playing my MMORPG World Of Warcraft.

Firstly Go for dinner at Orchard with all my good friends.2ndly Go Cineleisure for LAN gaming either CS or Dota.But problem is i had to find a partner to play 4 vs 4.Need even numbers to play evenly.After the LAN Gaming Session will be time for Clubbing and drinking.
Isnt tat a nice day well planned?WTF hopefully it comes true as it is really fun.

Christmas is coming around the corner too.Having Christmas Lunch on 22nd of Dec but hopefully its a half day for us too if not its damn boring to haf lunch and go back to work.

So Borinnnggg.
Bored to the Max Get Pepsi Max.
Am i dumb?Or i rather see myself as Numb?

Signed off Bored Littletrolly

Life is simple or not?

2006-11-28T23:12:00.000+08:00

Getting over ytd quarrels and such as gone over.Woke up late today and was running late for work.I nv woke up late or maybe sleeping too soundly and i think it was raining ytd night woke up to have a shock at 830am.....

Another Tuesday and another busy day.Was talking to one of my friends on msn and happily chatting over how her life was and etc.The thing she said to me just make me remember when i was young at her age doing nothing not working idling around every single day hanging out with friends.Sometimes i just wish i could turn back the time so i can be a bubbly boy fooling around nothing to worry abt.If Life is tat simple everyone would live happily ever after. Happily ever after only happens in fairytales stories.Love is also one kinda story tat dun really happens in real life abt everlasting love.

Think about love and tel me wat is everlasting love?Love tat lasts forever?Does it really exist? Even married couples do they really have true love?And wat is True Love if anyone really knows wat it is.I do think of someone now and den always but its the past and it will nv come true.Someone tat gives me sweet memories and no bad memories or sour memories.If i could just daydream all the way till death.The kinda character that you would seldom see in a gal.Tat kinda attitude,the kinda voice,tat kinda feeling and it only actually happen in my life tat i saw 2 gal with this similiar character.If time would allow me to run back i would run thousand miles for it to make tat miracle happen.But all i do is just daydream.

I just think sentimental songs suits my mood at the moment.
Just like to be quiet but just cant be quiet.
I realise how much i change from a chit chatty boy to a keep quiet guy.
Few years back if i wasnt on the phone with a gal talking tat wont be Me. Every single day all i know is chat chat chat and talk talk talk i cant live without chatting.....

The next thing right now all i do is play my game and keep quiet and i didnt even spend much on my hp bills compare to the $200 bill i previously have when i was a chit chatty boy.Compare to a $30 bill to a $200 bill how much is tat.

If time can turn back oh Please turn back.

Signed off Zzzzzzzzzzzz
Dizzy,Crazy,Quiet Boy

Just a ONE FUKING DAY FUCK OFF!

2006-11-27T16:00:00.000+08:00

JUST ISNT A FUCKING DAY FOR ME!

FUCK OFF UNDERSTAND!

"Good Friends"

2006-11-25T04:18:00.000+08:00

He call me up to ask me whether i hate him or "dulan" him.

I said "No i and her are purely friends,just tat i dun like the feeling of my good friend hiding things from me"

He said "I didnt hide just that maybe dun haf time to tel u i meeting her for dinner".He added "Are you wooing her if u are i will step back abit cos i am just a pure friend with her"

I said "Nah i just treated her as a good friend maybe not to the extend of wooing her just a good friend,i just dun like the feeling of hiding things especially when both didnt tel me"

I and her are like strangers right now.Never answers my calls or either never answer my sms.Or maybe i am assuming it myself who knows.

I might be confused over the feelings i have but hopefully i got it right tat i wan to remain as good friends thats all.

The kinda of feeling i have maybe some ppl have already experienced it before when yr good friends hide things from you.But i and him haf been together for quite sometime tat we know each other in and out too well.As guys usually wan to woo a gal they would normally sms her everyday and call her everyday and try to date her out everyday too.I am just abit bored maybe going out with new friends haf some laughter to hang around.Thats just my feeling or maybe i am too sensitive or wat.Too bad i am borned in this way so i haf no choice but to stick to the character i have from young till now.Yeah i realise one thing that both of us are very stubborn and tat might cause friendship boombastic yeah and i knew it the moment i got her to the extend of anger.But well i haf to accept it tat its my fault and i haf to accept it now that he and she are more better den wat we were previously.Or maybe i blabber too much to the extend i dunno wat i am talking.I hope this kinda thing dun happen again and i dun wan to be a clown again either.If things could work out for both of them that would be good its a beginning and maybe a never ending story who knows.I am just living in a world of virtual and reality together combined.If things could turn out well for me i hopefully would pray for the better.

Signed off
A drunken and dizzy Littletrolly

Conclusion = ????

2006-11-22T23:30:00.000+08:00

Here am i whole day wondering wat am i doing?The whole morning i was cracking my brains to do something possible to get a forgiveness for something i think i shouldnt haf done in the first place.I think i angered someone and yet i dunno wat i did.Can someone tel me wat i haf done?First i get blocked from Msn by tat "someone" i log another account and msn tat person and got blocked again >_<.I send some sms and no reply until the maybe 10th sms only one replied.I call and yet didnt wan to answer my call after tat use another number to call and yet said "I am busy byebye" the only sentence i heard when she heard my voice.I dunno the conclusion and still pondering on wat to do.Didnt wan to lose a friend and yet dunno wat to do.Its like a torture on my mind and i feel so helpless.The best part is when try to contact someone thru their blog they remove the chatbox.I think i am really doomed now.If someone can help me please save me i am out of wits now.
Maybe i just go and face the wall and see if the wall would punch me in the face hard to keep me awake.

Signed Off
The dumb and dumber guy from somewhere someplace

Burrr %^&*#$%^ fuking Air Con!

2006-11-17T13:20:00.000+08:00

Working in a environment with air conditioned offices arent tat bad.But well all office are usually installed with air con am i right to say tat?Yeah fuking air con cold like fuking nobody business and i need to struggle thru out 9am to 6pm.Hands cold whole body cold like shit and i feel as if i am freezing or living in Antartica.Living in a Igloo is not bad after all with internet up and surfing while playing game in a encased freezing ice cubes everywhere.Eh i think i am talking crap right now cos my brain is freezing.
Still thinking of wat to feast later on for dinner at Bugis.Long time nv go out with tat fuking idiot LOL or might as well say long time nv tag along with a light bulb like me lol.Long time never step in Bugis since few months back either and i am back on track with my goofy friends.Eh So wat if i played game so much till i dun haf a life who cares i stil go out clubbing enjoying movies and etc and chilling out too.Who says gamers cant have life only ppl whom stick 24/7 on the com just bcos of the game has no life but whereas i am not.I although spend like 7 to 8 hrs on it but i stil have enough time to chill out maybe might get a little tired when time goes by.Time waits for no Man.Free and Easy today for me No Game woot.Maybe logon drunk and blabber some rubbish >_<.As till den life still goes on and i haf a couple of idiots still oweing me dinner and lunch and etc and smells like sushi dinner soon.$$ dun grow on trees need to still save abit and stay at home without a life sometimes heehee.

Signed off
Littletrolly(The WTF CRIT AND DIE RAID LEADER)

Damn boring...Life....

2006-11-14T21:50:00.000+08:00

Well i wonder why am i doing here.Firstly i am sick of working.Need a getaway to enjoy life and really a REAL GETAWAY.I wonder how many leave i haf still,saving money to go Taiwan hopefully next year in January.Everything seems so dull but maybe when come to get to know new friends life wont be so dull anymore.But just maybe tat period of time.Well i am free and easy now can do watever shit i can at the moment.Life goes back to square one and out again with my good friends on the road.But hey there is a new peep to disturb and hang around with so tat isnt really bad actually.
Sometimes i just wish life can turn back the old days when i was young nothing to bother at all.Time goes so fast and i am old and cranky right now.And i dunno wtf am i doing right now either i guess i just go to sleep and rest anyway.

Tio 4D also not so FUKING ZUN!

2006-11-07T23:18:00.000+08:00

Why i am here cos mainly i am forced to blog.YES FORCED TO BLOG OK.ACtually i haf nothing to blog as i haf said to my friend but amazingly i am blogging now its not for the sake of being forced to blog its becos i fuking SUAY till I NEED TO BLOG.TODAY I FOUND OUT I GOT 2 SPEEDING FUKING LETTER WITHIN 4 DAYS.$260 FUKING BUCKS.$260 FUKING BUCKS IS FUKING ABLE TO OPEN 1 BOTTLE OF MARTELL AND DRINK MYSELF TO DEATH.
Ok now i am damn happy.FUKING ARSEHOLE.I not scolding anyone but scolding just for the sake of venting out my frustrations.I got a registered Letter from LTA and i didnt know wat the letter contain of as i haf no time to retrieve the letter from post office.So today i just maybe try my luck on AXS machine to see if there is anything i need to pay so i select LTA and key in my Vehicle Number and VIOLA.2 FUKING BIG $130 BUCKS TO BE PAID and i FUKING REALISE THE FUKING LETTER IS SOMETHING IMPORTANT.YEAH JUST PAID $260 BUCKS AND WAITING FOR MY MUM TO COLLECT THE LETTER TO SEE WHETHER HOW MANY DEMERIT POINTS I GOT DEDUCTED OR NEED TO GO COURT AND PAY MORE FINE OR GET MY LICENSE REVOKED.WTF IS GOING ON!I REALLY NEED A FUKING LIFE OMG.SPARE ME ALL THESE SHIT PLS.SOMEONE PLS SAYANG ME :P Yeah U know Who u are yes force me yeah thank you!You owe me dinner and u gonna pay for it.

Signed Off
Sad Littletrolly Devastated with a Flying Note on the head.

Life's Up and Downs..

2006-09-26T21:26:00.000+08:00

Where do i start?
Maybe when i was a young boy,young and restless boy doenst haf anything to worry about in life.All he do is play play n play and ignorant about the surroundings tat is happening.Yes tat is when i was young.
Now standing at 27yrs old wtf in my whole life have i been doing all these years?
5years back i came out from a miserable place but yet after learning a lesson i still go back to the old road but just choosing a different way to do it.3years back i almost got fired cos i went back to the miserable place for a few days.Creating trouble is my hobby?Yeah i guess much too so.My working life previously only spend on myself even when i started a full time job in 1996.I only remember giving mother money once or twice just to respect them.The rest of the money went to gambling -_-"
Learn my fuking lesson after every month of being broke from gambling i quitted GAMBLING ONCE AND FOR ALL AND I MEAN IT.Yeah i have done tat at least i didnt let myself down.I have quitted smoking as in knowing health isnt tat good at the moment so its a need to stop.Troubles gone Peace at last.Learning steps of everything means alot at this age of mine.Well everyone haf alot of ups and downs in life i do have alot.Even friends betrayal make me see the light and cruel of this world.
Really true friends u wont see much in your life.Like out of 200 friends only haf like true friends erm around 5?Yeah i haf some and they are really true friends that sit thru thick and thin with me.True friends are like a wallet to you dat u cant possibly leave them at home without bringing them out.
When you are downed friends are there for you arent they?
Yes they are and i myself will be there for them too.
Sometimes really think tat life is meaningless to me.Why is that so?
Why cos my mind and brain isnt big enough to load memories of stress.
Stress really can kill ppl.Even relationships do kill ppl too.Some ppl will go mad got depression and etc i seen them all too.The kind of madness you will never expect and u thought u are seeing a drama show on Tv.But den think back its true in reality.
And you thought depression is easily cured by medication you are way too wrong.
Medication dun cure depression.When ppl get worked up their veins go tensed,when they feel nothing can be saved in their life their brain dun function well.
Its all in the mentality.Its in the brain.No one can cure depression or stress only the person who is depressed can save himself/herself.
I am no Superman Nor i am Batman either.Human beings have emotional sides so do i.I always haf this idea of playing game so i can destress myself if i get no mood or watever in life.I have a passion in game yes i do sometimes i play like nuts.Cos when i get stressed cos of life the only thing is virtually something can satisfy me and make me happy so i could forget the downs of life.Yeah but sometimes playing game do make me fed up at times.Yes it does when u get frustrated by someone but its a game all you can do is shut it down viola no more frustration.But when life gets stressed and things happen very unfortunately you can face it bravely if you want to or escape from it so u can forget it till the next day come.Yes i do get that sometimes.Some ppl really dun understand me.I guess only my true friends know wat i am made of.I am No King No Superhero just an ordinary guy.Just as an example being a superior at work doesnt make u almighty.More Job More Responsibility = More Stressed No Time.Money doesnt make Life Whole.So wat if u are rich it doesnt take yr stress away from life or depression when yr relationship or marriage turn sour.No one can ever hide away from the reality of life.You can get drunk next day bah u awake and get yrself facing the reality again.But i chose not to get drunk cos in the end the next day i suffer from the drunkness and the face of reality and tat will really kill me.Do i look very easy going?Do i look like i haf no troubles?Answer is NO.
Human beings all haf troubles.I have stress at work but i do have a loving gf but that doesnt mean i am free of troubles either.Quarrels to relationship sometimes really make a relationship worst Sometimes it deepens the love and nourishes it.But not all quarrels do nourish the relationship.Sour or Sweet you can choose in between.
Its all about Compromise + Understanding + Love
Ever since so long..I have long lost touch with my two darling meimei and i can actually forget her birthday when i spoke to her today on Msn.Amazingly i am getting old and forgetful.But we are all adults yes and adults do make mistakes and are forgetful at times too.I can even forget abt the treat i promise the both of them yet didnt fulfil for like 2yrs...Its hard to make time meet for the 3 of us to even meet up when the day i was promoted one was studying and the other was working so time didnt come to match in between.And seriously speaking i haven been meeting my friends like 1 month plus.Didnt even contact much either.Sometimes i really like staring in blank space and thinking nothing.Think too much gives my brain a electric shock on wat i have been doing.And now my brain is not functioning well at the moment its not easy to talk this much for a blog anyway.
Maybe just ignore me for a moment as my game server is doing maintenance and i cant login my game to relieve all the stress on me.

Signed Off
Brain Tumor Littletrolly

Onyxia raid leader goes crazy LOL Clip!!!

2006-09-14T13:57:00.000+08:00

Click to Play!

Lazy to Blog DAMN LAZY LOL.

2006-09-12T23:31:00.000+08:00

Well well well i am back.
Miss me hmm i think not bah.
Me and my gf is understanding each other more n more well and really hope it lasts thru out.In Game more n more successful in raids and finally guild in Molten Core and i got my first tier 1 boots.
OMG i am so happy.
Friday Fathers Birthday will be at Orchard Swensens eating.
Thinking of Swensens make me crave of ICE CREAM.Meh my two nephew is sure there to steal my ice cream when i order LOL.
Work is getting worst and busy and i really going to go mad soon.
i haf only two fuking hands and i am like doing fuking 3 persons job.
Bloody hell.Dun make me mad i will resign WTF.
Just wan to get a fuking holiday off from this fuking work place.
Irritating like shit.

Signed off Mr Mad Aka Crazy Boy pulling hair out.

No Blogging.

2006-08-29T23:32:00.000+08:00

Tonight no blogging just kinda tired of certain things certain issues make me wanna go angry sometimes thinking of it.
Life is simple and easy why make a big fuss out of something.
Enjoy life to the max and enjoy the days your loved ones is beside you.
Maybe i am a carefree and easy person too outgoing and nv worry abt the future at all.I dun bother abt much things even the government wth they do i also dun care why do i even need to care if u dun bother why would it even make u flare.Things are simple if someone knock into you damn hard but if u could just shake it off well nothing will happen right?If u are being knock and u think why this bugger knocking me so hard den things will happen maybe a fight or some quarrel will start.Tats the way of life as it seems to me.You dun bother it wont even bother u.
Things dun happen unless u wan it to happen easy as tat.
I am a WTF DUN BOTHER ABT MOST THINGS I CAN SAY even my surroundings.
I just do my part and even come to loved ones i just stay beside them and hope something will last or come out of it.
Think abt the future wat comes out of the future??????
If you dun do anything the future isnt there for you....
But if you do something the future is there for u standby and no worries.
Meh i am blabbering rubbish again.
Ignore me good nite...

Signed off as a Bloody Fuking Bastard and who the fuk cares abt me Arsehole.

The good old days...

2006-08-15T22:30:00.000+08:00

After a restless jogging back tired like hell and suddenly memories filling back previously when i was in there.THinking of there was a short period of time when i got amnesia and couldnt sleep at night whenever there was a exercise session.I used to exercise 1 day and rest the other day but when i start to haf sleepless nights are always when i was exercising tat day.Funny problem and by the time i woke up in the morning i was like damn tired dragging myself to work and having a moody day always when this kinda thing happen.I dunno when it went off but i think might be the time when i was almost releasing from there.It may seems like a overstressed by the exercise i did or maybe other things my body is feeling weird tat time.But anyway i hope i dun get amnesia again by stress of something else.
Just took leave for next Monday and Tuesday to relax at home cos its my big day.Very touched as my gf bought me a $700 Tissot watch the first gal whom ever bought such an expensive stuff for me.I appreciate all that you have done for me my darling.You brighten up my every single day.Your sincerity and concern from you makes me feel so loved.Thats why you are in my life arent you hee hee.This weekend is the day i am release from hunger from alcohol LOL.Time to drink and go mad OMG time to haf fun.
Make this day unforgettable..............

Time not enough!!!

2006-08-01T13:47:00.000+08:00

Wonder how long i haven been blogging.OMG i realise its already 1month -_-"
Know why i haven been blogging????
I been trying very very hard to juggle my time now.
Need to accompany my gf.
Need to Lead A Guild In Game with more den 100Members -_-"
And a new stuff to do is exercise.
How do i juggle with all these mention above...
Using my hands and brains tat is...
I cant satisfy all of the mentioned above.Tats why i am trying hard to achieve.
I know my gf is starting to complain.My friend in game starting to ask hey where are you hey why nv log hey this hey that.Everyone is looking at me with a funny smile.Bloody hell i am FAT NOW.From Waist 28 going to 30 soon.NOOOOoOOoOoOo.....
I gotta stop being a couch lazy potato.Its TIME FOR Exercise.
I have been living in a new home for 1 month now.So fast.Yet i feels like i am living in a prison.Everyday there is something which i cant use.Like the toilet.Change this change tat omg STOP ALL THOSE RENOVATIONS I GOING MAD IF I CANT USE THIS USE TAT.Might as well tel me dun sleep "CANNOT SLEEP ON THE BED GO TO THE SOFA TO SLEEP"......
Worst of all.Going to work is so hectic on the road.EVERYDAY FUKING SINGLE DAY IS JAM JAM JAM TRAFFIC JAM BY FUKING STUPID DRIVERS.IF YOU DUNNO HOW TO DRIVE CAREFULLY AND FAST FUKING HELL DUN BUY A FUKING CAR AND JAM THE FUKING ROAD....
Well i feel much better now.All these curses i would haf sworn to those arseholes on the road when i was young.Today feeling abit sick sore throat and some feverish on the forehead.Might be going down tomolo get MC sleep at home like nobody business.I wan a NEW WALLET A NEW HP AND NEW WATCH WTF.I saw my fav Tag Heur Watch and it costs $3200 woot."Can i pay in wow gold" LOL.Argh i wan a new HP i am sick of using this fuking Samsung D500C.So Sick of it after 1yr of useless use i can say.My BIG day is coming so i will get some off day and stay at home and enjoy the good scenery.
I love my Gf i love my game and i Need My Fitness back.
ARGH HELP ME.....
Forgive me if sometimes i neglect you....Hope you understand...

NOW COME ON GIVE ME POWER TO LIVE AND SURVIVE.
Or maybe let me eat sleep and haf fun without increasing my waist?LOL...
Wishing Thinking.Too bad i gonna go jogging.Jog till i die die die.
I wan my six pack back -_-" OMG its going invisible soon.
Come on.YOU LAZY BUM DO YOUR EXERCISE AND STOP SLACKING.
"OK OK i will do it I promise"

Well last Saturday was Haojie birthday and i treated him and some bunch of friends together to get some good indonesian food.We cant finish all the food in the end and it only costs $100bucks.Tats so cheap till i cant imagine why it was so.Went shopping bought some stuffs tat i need and i think my gf bought more den me anyway.We went to Taka,Wisma,Far East Cineleisure till my legs almost break.Its only 5hrs man how come lol.Maybe i am getting old for shopping maybe maybe...Hope there is one more shopping spree and i can start to relax at home and enjoy the fun and the VCD tat is waiting for me at home.I am watching Dragonball VCD and i haf been looking for this VCD for Years.Finally i grab hold of it in IMM.Although its expensive but its worth it for a Dragonball Fanatic like me.One thing i just realise i haven been sending my bike for washing in geylang for so long.The Tyre Rim is getting blackie i need to fork out 1 hr to go there.WTF.Nononononononononono.Time is money and money is time.Better do some schedule before i forget about everything.
Till den i will update my blog soon if i haf time i guess.

New environment....

2006-06-30T16:01:00.000+08:00

You know why i didnt blog much.Well someone been bothering me this few weeks HAHA.
Nah she isnt bothering me but showering me with love.Haven been playing much on wow right now maybe just enjoying the love at the moment.Tomolo is the day i be moving out of west area and to east area.Gonna be 2 busy days to move till Sunday.Worst part my computer haven come back yet and tats fuking torturing.But lucky she lend me her lappy so i could play my game too.Thats quite loving right LOL.Didnt even haf chance to even lunch out this 2 weeks wtf.Haiz things will get better anyway.
Fuking work torturing and fuking no computer another torture.When will my torture ends.STOP TORTURING WITH ALL THESE FUKING EVENTS -_-"
My Littletrolly almost max lvl at the moment fuk still haven save up yet for my mount and i fuking hate walking.Release me of my pain OMG.......
Gonna head down to Orchard for dinner and movie later after work.Gonna quit drinking at the moment till August been drinking too much till the bills already out of my budget more den 1k for 1 month wat the heck.Time to save money and let my body relax abit.Till den wait till i get the hell out of here and be back maybe few days later.I WAN MY COMPUTER WTF COME BACK........

Signed Off
A fanatic lonely lone Ranger without his beloved computer +_+

Arghhh no Computer like handicapped...

2006-06-20T18:13:00.000+08:00

Wat the hell...Imagine when you are endosed with something like me playing my game suddenly u heard a *kaboom* Your LCD went Black and your room electricity was busted.The burnt smell was so nice OMG fuking Power Supply exploded Oh Yeah when i was so endosed with my game.Yeah WTF everyday nothing to do at home in the end shaking leg every single day.
Saturday went out with my ah girl and her sister and her sister friend to Bugis to shop.Well it was a good exercise for all of us walking to and fro the shops like 4 times -_-" Bugis Village the place where neverending shopping is.Shop and shop den Xingjian and Cheryl and Ah Xiang came over to look for me.They just curious about the girl i been with +_+...And she bought me a shirt ^_^ during the shopping time although i keep yawning but i really did enjoy this day.We went to eat Jap Food at Bugis and later part went walking around till i suggest lets go watch movie *Silent Hill*.Actually the show started before we even enter the cinema.Quite a nice show IF you understand it LOL.
Argh i hate having no computer around with me i going mad anytime man dude.Haiz....
Anyway wait till my com is back i be blogging as usual.
A new beginning of another story....
Next week will be the day i be moving to east side.
Till den "I will be back"

Havoc and Chaos week....

2006-06-13T23:00:00.000+08:00

Saturday morning woke up in the end turn up in office as she needed to go back to check her work and do her work.Accompany her to Chervons to have lunch and since it was raining we were stuck there and was chatting till the rain stop.We went home around 4pm i was damn tired but i went home and started to play my game LOL.Play till around 7pm plus there are some issues in game tat needed to be sorted out too.I as a guild leader needed to show some example to newbies of wat this guild is going to.Kinda stress and tired to reroll and start all over again but its better to rot at the old server at the moment.A new start a new game and all the same pacific time players will do us well.
Sunday afternoon went to watch "The Omen" meh to me its like a stupid show.The ending was damn lame where got ppl go shoot own president even the so called "Tiger Squad" went to kill their own president when hes trying to kill his son.We went for Japanese food afternoon and went for Ice Cream at Swensens after the show.Lucky didnt order for the Large Earthquake cos i knew we couldnt even finish the regular earthquake.Around 9+ den we went home and i saw ZHongDe at Pacific Plaza waiting for JAmes guess they are going for fishing again.
This whole fuk week is a damn fuking week.One of my colleagues is resigning and there will be a temp replacement to take over him I hope after all these shit have finish we will have a better environment to work in and i just fuking change my seat place now i need to change again WTF.My fuking desk takes me half day to move it now i need to move again and clean the table again.Almost all are pissing me off even customers WTF.WTF is this week about.CB SI BEI FUKING SIANZ.This week fuk off new week come quick -_-"............................................

Rainy days are over here comes the sunshine...

2006-06-09T13:23:00.000+08:00

Well i definitely do haf something right in my mind.
I didnt get a definite answer but i do know where i am going.
Well thanks for the explaination u hav given me at least i am clear in my head now.
To my dreams and destination i will pursue.Take care and rest well please hope you recover soon.I will feel so uneasy without u scolding me lol.
Remember you=sensitive Me=Jealously
I know you know can liao.Lets keep secrets once again^_^....
Get well soon "The Omen" is waiting for you.I dun think you wanna miss it right.
Hopefully Sunday we are able to go.So sleep more be a pig LOL.

Today is the day where we fight side by side once again.
I miss all of you guys after waiting for 3 long weeks finally its up.
Aman'thul is the new server.Its going to be up tonight.
I miss all the crapping and jokes we all made and the funny faces and flirting where once again tonight we will all relive it once again.Lets push forward to our goals.
Tonight i will be a cross dresser as a troll lady warrior haha.
Remember i will be named Littletrolley.
Dun kick my arse when u see me cos definitely i will kick yrs first before u even attempted to start LOL.Crow Burt Vil Zenos Ivory Wol all you idiots lets start some shit today.Too many to mention lets just create a miracle today....

Moody and rainy days inside....

2006-06-07T23:40:00.000+08:00

I wonder if anyone haf achieve the power of making oneself look happy but actually deep inside is moody.Guess not many ppl can attain this power but actually i could really do it and i didnt realise.Whole day feeling so moody maybe cos of somethings tat happen today tats why i feeling moody.Abit of confusion here too.I dunno where i should head to.Should i follow my heart or go the other way round?This will be one hard question for myself to even answer it.I am moody partly cos i dunno where i should go to.Its either the road which my heart yearns to or the other road which my eyes is watching to.Where is the answer when its suppose to give me one?Where is it where haf it been to?Lost and Confused.....

Last weekend of enjoyment.....

2006-06-05T23:09:00.000+08:00

Friday night went to Boat Quay with my colleagues on a drinking session.Actually wanted to go my cousin pub to drink but did try to cal him in the end never answer so in the end we went to the same old "wild" again to drink.Amazingly i saw all my primary school friends like Xiquan,Kenny,Hongsen,Zhaoyuan and a few more whom i cant rem their names.THey still are in contact with each other all these years.I drank till around 1am+ and was feeling sleeping so i went off early home to sleep.Well the celebration of Jovan last day in Office was to only drink so i kinda was bored staying there and just doing drinking all night.So the next following week will be the starting of a torture week and all shit are pass to me to be done.My new position is Mr "Cover Mountain Cover Sea" Engineer.
Saturday night went to MOS with a bunch of my good old friends to drink.Had a hell of a night over there drinking like nobody business i know wat i am doing all along not drunk but too god damn high in the end around 430am we went to Babyface at Fullerton Hotel the old Centro.The first step i step into this lousy fuk place i said to myself i wont wanna come to this place anymore.Its full of idiotic bengs old young OMG.The songs there are worst den anything Hokkien songs -_-| Spare me of this place take me away man i gonna faint....Saw my good old brother Da Gou Xiong working there as a bouncer and ask me to frequent there LOL.I told him this kinda place isnt a place for me anymore maybe last time but not now LOL.I knew by the time i reach home its almost morning around 5am+ straight to bed next day abit of hangover and my whole mouth smells of liqour LOL.Whole day rest at home damn shoik but still feel very tired the next day.This time i need to stop drinking really 2 months of non stop drinking every morning after getting drunk i tend to get abit heart pain and its my heart tat is pain not my pocket.My New Game server is gonna be up soon this week maybe tomolo so from den on i will push forward with all my friends.Wish me luck in my career i wanna finish everything within 1 yr and get the hell out of wow forever.Its not gonna be easy i know but if i dun push forward who will i dun expect to see myself after so many years yet still stuck to tat game and wasting the rest of my life getting stuck again and again.No way NO NO NO.....

But anyway i still haf a good breakfast made by someone ^_^ This two days am quite happy if i could be like this everyday wouldnt it be so good.Someone whom is worth my thoughts and caring...I think i am getting bullied day by day and its getting worst ^_^ Maybe i am just daydreaming or making sandcastles in the sky.Can someone tel me wat is reality and wat is dreaming?All the answers to my questions can only be answered by her right now....But will the door be open even for me i dunno i really dunno.....

Tired tired tired!A special tinkling feeling..

2006-06-01T07:28:00.000+08:00

Here am i early morning didnt expect to wake up so early either.
Dunno why i cant sleep -_-|
Well there goes my whole week.
Wat haf i been doing?
Friday went to boat quay with Xingjian and Cheryl to a pub to drink his so called friend was there managing the pub.Weither came along this time and guess wat hes on it again.Tired of telling him all the time tat hes a grown up now time to change for the better.We went a few pubs before we head to MOS.There is so much things i didnt knew or maybe was ignorant couldnt be bothered anymore with all those things.
Saturday night went out Caijia Xingjian Ah Zhong Haojie Sandra and Ruiling to Momo.
I bump into so much friends.And i saw tat ah Chew yes tat long time friend ah chew like a bloody pig right now.And i always thought i was fat but obviously hes fat like a pig and maybe worst den me LOL.The previous ah chew was damn fit but the now him is a pig LOL.I saw Baby,Nana,Lisa yeah the gang whom i use to be with previously with late nights sleepless nights fooling around with them few years back.And i saw my neighbour too and guess wat hes just next table to me anyway.Well i was trying to drink as much as possible but i know i wont wan to KO again in Momo ever again.Someone was in Devils and suddenly ask me wat time i would go over to look for her.Hmmm i feel like going off but basically as you know i am the kinda of lazy person den maybe i told myself another day would be better.Wanted to fetch her home cos shes drunk but she told me her friend bf was there so they were fetching her home.I went home at Momo at 4 am till i am damn tired.Drank quite alot too with Sandra wanted to hit her out with the drinks but too bad her friend was there to stop us LOL.
Was talking to someone these few days and basically i kinda haf this tinkling feeling in me again.Hmmm its hard to describe but basically just a friend at the moment.She might be the one i am looking for....Hopefully everything goes well.Shes cute adorable haf a good character treat me not bad too tats all i could say ^_^.A kinda feeling tat makes me feel young again or shes there to brighten my day ^_^.Wish me luck gonna get washed and move on to work.....

Goodbye to all my friends in Greymane...

2006-05-24T22:00:00.000+08:00

Sad to say if either one of you really come across my blog.All i haf to say is goodbye to you guys.After 8months of hardwork and getting myself and others getting equipped for the end games in greymane,i realise this wont work out for me and my fellow friends in Singapore playing in this server anymore.
The day we step in Zul Gurub and Molten Core the challenges in there although we arent even a 40man in there,We took up on all our shoulders fight the way to Lucifron Kill Mandokir The Bloodlord, Venoxis the Snake Priestess and Jeklik the Flying Bat Bitch.We 30manned Molten Core to the first boss Lucifron got a hell loads of fun.In the end the fun that have begin not long now have died down.One by one everyone is leaving.And we as asians we cant afford to raid with those americans even by waking up at 4am or 5am to raid with them in Molten Core is a NONO for me.I got a life i go clubbing all weekends get drunk get slam haf fun i dun wan to spoil my life.Its a hard decision for me to leave its a heart pain for me too to leave all of you but i guess my career of wow haf to end in this way.Either i grab my butt out and start anew in a pacific server or die and rot in the morning with those americans.Its been real fun in TRH "The Rising Horde"
Really fun when we started out as only like 40members and till 200+ members right now.And the day i got a promotion to a officer i was as shock as like hell.Wat did i do to deserve being a officer?I just help out give free things help every low lvl tat needs a helping hand get things going all these arent really worth a mention.Got a Officer rank and in charge of so many ppl in guild isnt a easy task either.I am quite a quiet person in guild doesnt talk much but when i start to crap i can crap like hell.The fun times in officer chat where we yell at each other play leeroy whenever there is crappy feeling really make my days worthwhile logging in every night to haf fun and laughter.Everyday i was only thinking to go home and find you guys to play always excited always i swear.But right now the feeling slowly fades away.Its due to the server going to die soon.So wat if the alliance haf all the epics they haf so wat.They still lost to us in Battlegrounds.Wat is armor when ppl doesnt haf brains!U need brains and good armor to be invincible not great armour yet brainless tat is why we always win in Battlegrounds.Try me as a priest i heal like a fuking Bitch i cant play a good warrior as i am a tanking warrior for raids not for PVP.I haf learn alot from the guild masters taught me on how to tank and etc all these tat haf brought me up in this server as a tanking bitch in greymane.I knew nothing as a noob u guys taught me and guide me and its my time to babysit ppl but some ppl dun understand the meaning of loyalty.I cant blame them the more members a guild haf and the progress most ppl will choose tat guild instead of us.Yeah we had our fun but i need to carry on my career and not waste my talents and my friends talents and time in tat dying server.Good Luck to you guys you all will be remembered by me....If you guys haf the intention to follow us or join us feel free to contact me in Msn as most of you should know ^_^.
Best of Luck to you guys in there.Goodbye my dear Friends.

Signed Off
Littleorc 389Defense Lvl 60 Warrior
Lichshadow Healing Bitch Lvl 60 Priest

Some thoughts after 5 years......

2006-05-22T11:40:00.000+08:00

I was thinking along this road of 5 years down.
After releasing from Holiday Camp for 2yrs +
I been out for 5 years and what have i been doing all these 5 years.
Was released at 2001 July.Getting out of holiday camp was a reason for me to live or should be happy.The first thing i came out was back to my old camp Army camp to grab my IC if it was suppose to be returned to me.Well i went back to my Unit and check out whether the old staffs was there -_-|.Only left my Staff Sergeant and 1 staff i knew the rest was new to me and the old ones already ORD.Got my Exempted Cert in Green colour and yes no reservist for me.Finally back to my own sweet home and got to finally bathe in hot water.
The first person whom called me was my ex gf yeah a good surprise den follow by one of my brothers one by one calling to send regards to me and i didnt slept for the first day was watching vcd whole night.Brothers ask me out the next day to some place where they play billiards and snooker and damn come a cigarette to me.First time smoke in 2 yrs + definitely make my head spin and there here goes addicted smoker for another 3 yrs ^_^.I dont owe anyone any explanation when i was the one in holiday camp instead of them.My best friend told me to explain to someone when he knew i was releasing as he expects we still can get together as a good brother in long term.Well unexpectedly he call me and i guess this is the time i should or shouldnt explain at all.Wasting my time when he said i was the one who betray him ya whos the fucking one who went in prison -_-|...i Guess i wouldnt be bothered with him anyway.Well after so many years ppl do changed.Change for the better i guess its a no for him.Landed me into quite alot of troubles after i release.Loansharks and Debt collectors frequenting my house to collect money.Damn bored of this kinda fucking life.The last time i ever did was to fight again with him and this time i seen the worst -_-|.I been working for 5 years from tat day and thanks to my sister i am working here as a perm staff.After tat last sentence of 7 days in prison i said to myself nv will i ever come in this fucking place again.Those old prisoners always say the same thing "Dun ever come back here again" and Yet why do i always see them in there -_-|...They either got bored of the life outside or they really cant survive outside with a living.I seen too much of these ppl too many fucking in and out of prison.Nothing can ever explain and its always one sentence in prison but when release its another sentence.Actually 10 of them only 1 will keep to their word.The rest are like enjoying their life in there...
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Above this explains -_-|
The only thing u enjoy in there is keep fit good food healthy food and challenges on how to keep fit and good shape and figure.
Those tat taught me on how to keep a good figure and keep fit all thanks to you guys i haf the figure and six pack due to training and lessons.
Grateful for all those but it seems like after so many years i starting to become lazy.My six pack almost gone soon -_-|.And i guess its time for me to train up and stop my fucking game all the time.I haf quitted smoking but i still often go drinking and clubbing with friends.As usual weekends come drinking session starts.
Day by day getting older n older.I need some resolution i could stick with -_-|.
Time waits for no man and so there is some things i need to jot down.
Fate and Love is still on the searching radar.
No more gangsters even gangsters use Msn nowadays.All my brothers use Msn imagine tat some are still studying even when they are 25yrs old.Nothing is fucking imaginable.
I still could imagine the past when i was probation and i need to get home before 7pm sometimes when the heavy rain bus will go slow and i almost got home late when i knock off at 530pm and its only special knockoff for me as usually its 6pm.The day i change my probation to 10pm and i started work as usual from 9am to 6pm and starting to learn things eventually.I was a totaly idiotic on computers and know fucking nuts abt nothing.All these years i can say tat i haf grown up and learn alot of things that i am interested in.Thanks to all those whom help me when i in trouble especially my best friend too when i needed tat help.Hopefully no more troubles anymore.Live and learn and play life to the fullest.
You will never know wat will happen in the few years down the road.
Everything is acheivable.Nothing is impossible.
Even Impossible says I M POSSIBLE.
I got my life back after my probation and never ever thought of going to any police station ever again.Sick of it tired too...
With determination i finally got my license and haf my own transport ^_^
I rely on it alot as i am a lazy guy and dun like to waste time on sitting public transport etc.More time saved more time spend on things tat are worth doing.
5 years not one of my ex gf understands me i know its hard on them as every relationship breaks as they realise they cant understand me but i can yet understand them.The only person whom understands me is far away from me.Yes too far away i cant reach her.Yet maybe the only gal whom knows alot abt me rather den the rest.I wish her the best with her bf.Although we seldom talk and contact anymore she will still be remembered by me forever.Cos she really did leave good memories with me.Something worth to live and die for.
Now here i am living till almost 27 years with so many years of trouble.
I am cleared of accusation and Benediction.
Just hope life will go well for me in the future.
Making everything in my life brighten up.
Thats what is call life..........................

Dazzy mood lousy mood!

2006-05-18T16:41:00.000+08:00

Having a lousy mood and abit in a dazed mood.Not sure where the problem lies with...
Although have a good victory yesterday but from yesterday till now my mood hasnt changed yet.Going to MOS to drink later maybe drink myself Drop Dead den get MC the next day.Need to relax abit this mood kinda can kill me.Hopefully no one step on my toes later if not i dunno wat will happen -_-|.
If Miracles do happen definitely it wont happen on me....

So tired
Lousy Mood
Dazed ------

Another long weekend over!

2006-05-14T23:43:00.000+08:00

Thursday Night went to MOS wtf bcos of public holiday the whole stupid shit RNB still stays on at the small room over there at smooch.Wat a turn off day!Met my Ex gf there and she was there the first time so she went to explore with her friends.
Met one of our long time brother whom was working over there as a bouncer and we tried to steal one of the tables which have names.The most funny thing was my friend took away the name card on the table and keep it and got caught by the waiter over there LOL.We finally found a table to sit which was behind the DJ where u cant see the stupid dancefloor but anyway RNB isnt at main hall so was kinda pissed off.
Tried to walk over to the RNB hall yet there was like WTF a queue to go in even the front door was close -_-|.Met Xiaoyan and her friends and finally got to know someone.Around 2+ we left MOS and went to Macdonald to eat and went home drunk.
Next day was at home whole day doing nothing and i am really tired of playing wow dunno why i had this kinda mood.Maybe next week will be a better week anyway since there is no longer any long weekends.
Saturday Night celebrated mothers day at a fucking ulu place call Bottletree Village at Sembawang.Those ppl who haven been there i think they would U turn if they went there at night and didnt know where the fuk tat place is.It looks like a haunted place to me all the while when i was riding in all jungle no lights and no road worst still.Fuck up place where there is a beach there and so many ppl are there.The food isnt great so i would ban this place and i went off within 30mins of dinner without really tasting all the food cos the food kinda sux.
I went home speeding all the way and book tickets for Mission Impossible 3.
Met her at midnight den we went to watch the show at PS.The show was quite nice but i have a stupid urge to go to the toilet when the show almost going to end and i miss the most impt part which someone was framed wtf.Anyway a few seconds wont do no harm quite a nice show.Looking forward to watch Over the Hedge too.Most probably this week is a good one to watch.
Today woke up at a wrong timing when there was a Molten Core run at 9Pm server time i woke up and realise wrong timing and went to sleep again lol.In the end woke up login and everyone was waiting for more ppl cos there isnt much on around 25+ppl.
In the end got around 35ppl and off we went to Molten Core.Dramas started one by one when ppl dun listen and we start to get wiped over n over again.And due to tat some ppl left the raid and left the guild cos they cant stand the others that arent listening to the raid leader at all.Cause too much wiped till i simply was laughing like hell.Didnt even reach Lucifron this time and the raid was fuck up.Am so tired of dramas and ppl incompetent and those tat gives up so easily.
This is a Learning Guild for FUCK sake When you are borned You cant even Crawl Yet you wan to WALK.Grow UP Kids fucking hell and learn to have patience.You guys arent the only one Tolerating some ppl.I been tolerating and babysitting ppl for almost 1 YEAR AND I DIDNT COMPLAIN.FOR FUCK SAKES LEARN TO COMPROMISE AND LEARN TO COORDINATE IN THIS WAY WE WILL STRIVE BETTER AND SHOW PPL WAT WE ARE MADE OF.Not Becos of a 2nd attempt in MC and wiped like hell and ppl start leaving.One Advice If you dun haf patience you better dun play and get out of wow and get a LIFE.So tired tired.
Just Maybe One day i grew too tired to even carry on.
I just hope one day i will leave soon and get out of wow and get on with my good life with a partner tat is wat i am looking for.
Got to go sleep and think of wat to do tomolo and push myself to chase my dreams.

First time KO in my drinking career.....

2006-05-09T20:13:00.000+08:00

I have never in my life ever ever ever KO even though i drink so much till someone told me today -_-".I thought i was drunk till i slept on the sofa but i was wrong.I was carrying a cup of martell in my hands while i lie down OMG.The next thing i know i thought i woke up and walk out of Momo tat day but today Elynn told me she look after me and brought me out of Momo dat day when i was drunk and woke me up before she went off -_-"........I remember i was waiting for cab squatting and everyone was snatching cab bloody hell.i knew i reach home and fell dead on the bed until next day woke up at noon and realise my door wasnt close LOL.
Next day woke up with a serious headache and cant even play my game +_+"....
Had a meeting with the rest of the officers about some guild issues and there was a stupid drama and someone actually cry cos i use her account to play OMG and her hubby threaten my GM dat dun let him get his hands on him *You Punties* LOL.
Cos we make her cry OMG LOL.

Situation is like this.Guild is "The Rising Horde"
2 GM Guild Masters one guy and one gal one is Named Broozer the other is Raigen both are Real Life partners means BF and GF.
That lady whom cry char name is Mordre her hubby Panothe is a lvl 60 shammy.
Me and My GM Broozer grind Mordre her char up to lvl 60 and got her good stuffs and use her char when she went to Eygpt for like 3 weeks.I promote Mordre the char to assistant officer so when i use her char i could talk to the rest of the officers.When i realise she finally came back from her Holiday the moment she login i demoted her to the rank she was used to be.Those ranks arent able to see wat officers are talking.And i got a "FUCK YOU" from her in guild chat and the drama started.I kept quiet when they started abusing and cursing in guild chat where everyone is looking.I tried to talk to them in peace and they ignore me.Well i couldnt be bothered since ppl dun like to talk peacefully and blow up just becos of a game and her hubby start accusing all officers -_-"....His last words was Going to get my GM Raigen to leave Broozer in Real Life.....Tat makes me wanna laugh at him bcos of a fucking game.He told my GM "DUn let me get my hands on you Punties and i expect a apology from u" For your information Mordre is Raigen Real Life sister.Family issues i can keep my cool.I wont flare up so easily not like the past anymore.Try fucking me in front of me i make sure u cry and your face swollen like a pig -_-".......In the end Panothe said sorry to all of us and quited the guild.
End of the Story.
One thing i dun tolerate is getting fuck by ppl for nothing and never even appreciate what help we did give her.Never again i would help idiots whom wont appreciate.Enough is enough.

Back to life.Thursday is MOS night i hope i dun KO LOL.RNB at MAIN HALL GOGOGOGOGO CLUB TIL I DIE ANOTHER LONG WEEKEND WOOT.I hate getting hangover the next day headaches and etc will kill me.And i got two big blue black after tat KO *sob sob*
Lifes is irritating sometimes well wat can we do just to live each day by each day putting a smiley face:P
Friday was my sister hubby birthday and we went to Sichuan at UOB plaza at 60th floor for dinner.Just a few dishes and it costs almost $300 omg fainted.We had a $100 voucher and i first time in my life paid for tat dinner.Its really time to payback and treat my family abit better after so many troubles i caused the past few years.I aint young anymore but tats life.Where is my partner -_-""""""".....
Mothers day coming too and i wonder where my family would go this time for dinner.
Well so much crap today everyday is a fucking hot day.I am even sweating while typing gonna move soon and i still in dilemma of whether moving along with my family to the new house or stay here so i could wake up not so early for work LOL.Well just haf to see how it goes till den..I will enjoy the long long weekend again......

Another Official DAY OFF MONDAY WOOT!

2006-05-03T10:26:00.000+08:00

Another OFF DAY OFFICIALLY ON MONDAY WOOT.
I WAN MORE MORE LONG WEEKENDS.
COME ON GIVE ME MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Long weekend!

2006-05-02T19:58:00.000+08:00

There is this bitch i feel like killing her man.When i am on working days will call me in the middle of the night at 2am 4am 6am or 7am to piss me off.Damn irritating.She has nothing better to do den doing these things.One day Just ONE DAY i will get my sweet revenge back.BLOODY IDIOT YOU REMEMBER.
Friday Stay at home doing nothing playing my game and went out on Saturday morning to do my bike and wash it.In the end rain in the middle of PIE and stop at maybe 2km away wtf.Went home and relax and went out to my friend sister chalet to eat and went Geylang to have second round again.Been such a long time since i went to chalet.NTUC Pasir Ris change too much till like i dunno my way in and out.Sunday went to MOS and drink.Met old friends there and chat abit and went to the RNB side.Why Why Why so many malays there omg.Didnt see much chinese pretty gals where they haf gone to lol.Went off around 3 and got to Macdonalds nearby to eat and cooldown abit and went home.Was abit high after drinking so much.Monday whole day playing game.
After using the new hdd so far so good nothing happen like hanging or watever shit of blue screen.Going to move house this month will be getting key soon and my parents all have already prepared to move out soon.Finally waiting for so long.

Just now was fiddling with my mic and the ventrilo system and finally got it up I CAN TALK CRAP NOW.Was chatting with my GM and the rest of the crews up on Ventrilo kinda fun but i got a hard time finding which hole to plug in my sound card Audigy ZS.Meh finally can crap now.This week will be a good weekend.Hopefully someone beautiful turns up in my life soon....

Computer stuffs cheap like xiao!

2006-04-25T23:02:00.000+08:00

Meh my Harddisk just crash and i cant stand it eventually on Saturday morning and went off to Sim Lim to get one.Fucking cheap 200Gig for 132 omg went home and install yet when was trasnfering my old data to new hdd com hang cos of the old hdd was crashing and hang on me wtf.I always rem Maxtor hdd sux.1yr lifespan LOL.

Meh its 12 midnight and i am blogging over here why cos the weather is fucking hot and i just read a forum drama on a guild tat is on my server tat is splitting up.After seeing tat drama i realise as an officer it isnt easy.I need to cover my GM backside sometimes too when he quarrel with someone.I restore tat fellow rights and gave him something well tats bcos i know he needs it and he did alot of raids with us too although hes kinda funny.Meh quarrels cant be inevitable we just need to be mature enough to handle all these dramas.Well wtf u know i know its a game and i PAY EVERY FUCKING MONTH TO PLAY IT.Even best friends do quarrel sometimes so it really depends on how we going to face it and to resolve it.Meh My guild got 200+ members and i put fucking much effort in guild and i really spend so much to even give up.I just hope me and some others will help to do it in a mature way if such things happen.Well isnt easy to manage 200+ ppl anyway.

Meh 3 weeks omg nothing happen no replies or etc meh i just going to just stay and wait i guess if miracles do happen it wont happen on me anyway.Tomolo Elynn will be coming over my company to work and i do hope she dun dua me.If she do i not going to trust her anymore as she broke my trust to my colleagues.Bloody hell i was once kena by my good friend whom told two idiots to come work den the next fucking day they nv came and i keep calling them till i fed up in the end they woke up at around 5pm and told me sorry.Wtf one sorry couldnt do any shit.My colleague dun trust me to find ppl to work anymore and is tat wat i deserve fuck it.Just sms her and no reply wtf i going to await for the fucking moment this time and if this really happen meh block her LOL.I not being petty or wat cos i trust u and i expect u to respect me.If u dun give me the respect why should i i got my own principle And i stick to it.

I just got a video recording program and yes finally got it yet cant use it cos its shown as unregistered.$37uSD for the version hey i give u this from Vanilla Ice *Word to your Mother*
As Ali G said *Respect* i will give u this *word to your mother and stick it*

I think i going crazy weather abit crazy i abit crazy now too.Am tired need to go sleep need Sleep Sleep Sleep ZzzzZZzzzzZZZZz.

Meh Meh Meh!New sentence!HDD crashing!fuCK MySelf!

2006-04-21T11:53:00.000+08:00

Today going to get a spare HDD going to install on my com and monitor my com.Somehow or rather i think my HDD crashing soon.The ticking sound seems like coming out from the HDD.Meh if it crash on me i can sleep everyday or watch tv everyday.Cant play my game will kill me OMG ROFL KILL MYSELF>>>>>
These few days playing tat stupid mage finally get lvl 60 and got the water tat i am suppose to do.Meh always doing this kinda job offered by tat idiot GM lol.These few days spend money like water do bike on this and tat spend on insurance road tax and blah blah blah.All those idiots who owe me money been waiting like 100000yrs to return me.Open a loanshark company to borrow money earn some interest.
Yesterday went to change tyre of bike went to office the time met a fucking malay who wanted to race.NB lanjiao Z kia wan to race with SP lol.Stupid let him win the first two rounds on PIE nia den wan to haolian with me in the end at the the small road before IMM 2nd gear and hes already behind me LOL.NB 160km/hr liao i cant see him coming up at all LOL.Finally realise bike bo strength liao going to give friend to do lol.I think i siao liao.Well i dun like ppl to hao lian anyway if u wan to hao lian come give me a dare.I love challenges.
Today Friday so many things to do meh dunno haf time or not.Hope my hdd dun crash before i format my com.Already wasted half day on formatting yet the problem still lies there.Fuck me man need more time i nEED TIMEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!Tomolo is someone birthday think i better send a advance happy birthday before tomolo.Maybe there is still some miracles.FRiday time to rest and Relax......

Ticking Conclusion!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-04-11T22:00:00.000+08:00

Woot finally got my cousin to join me in game hehe i think i am nuts lol.Well seems to me is good news and more singaporeans weee 7 now in my guild can play and talk cork together.Well i do not have a gf at the moment so at least i can spend time to play my game and enjoy it till i get a gf and step into a graveyard and will be Mind Control whahaha.Well i know i will be afraid of my next gf if i love her too much and etc so i gonna be aware first hehe.Well enjoy while life last i know many ppl think tat gamers dun haf a life.WTF WAKE UP I GOT A FUCKING GOOD LIFE I STILL ENJOY CLUBBING AND DRINKING ALL THE TIME JUST TOO BAD I DUN SMOKE ANYMORE LOL.I save alot but when friends ask me out my mind is GO OUT Unless i am busy with something inside the game tat i cant leave.This Friday is Good Friday and i am thinking of asking my colleagues out again to get mad and drunk haha.But i guess Jonathan wont dare to come out with me anymore haiz.The most funny thing he did was on last week when we discuss on going to boat quay to drink in a Pub Named "Wild"(My first time there the rest of my colleagues are regulars there)He called me alot of times before entering the pub.

He said "Eh this pub lapsa pub is it" (Lapsa means dirty in other words is aiyah dunno how to tel u guys lol)
I said "Nnb Lapsa your si lang tao la come in la i strip for u to see la"
He was afraid of this kinda place lol.
Well he got drunk within a few rounds of drinks cos he keep losing in "5 10"
I was busying playing Spade 2 with my friends and in the end loser drink up the liquor.I mean one cup of liquor not whole bottle.Well i keep on telling those waitresses to disturb him to help him massage and he was like OMG so paiseh wahaha.Tat was damn funny till i could stand it hehe.
Well i guess hes scared of coming out with us anymore.Hope i could bluff him out again and haf some laughter lol.He might tel me to go fly kite if i not wrong lol.

Finally the ticking sound from my computer has no conclusion at all LOL.Sometimes it hangs my computer but when there is no sound there will be no hanging of system.Monitor for 1 day already yet nothing happen phew.Hopefully nothing happens.

And i hope tat someone reply me pls.Hopefully its her(praying hard)

Hangover Days!

2006-04-08T16:36:00.000+08:00

I am always trying to find time out to blog yet always no time when at work lol.Lazy to blog at home anyway.Last Saturday went out with family to get dinner and i thought wat occasion was it.In the end my sister told us tat she is rich dunno where to spend her money lol.Wtf i need money why dun give me some lol.

To cut short cos i am lazy and its fucking hot now to even blog when its raining over my side now.Yesterday went to a Pub in Boat quay with a bunch of colleagues.Was there for sometime till 12+ and i knew i was abit high after drinking so much.One of my colleague drink abit only and started to puke lol.I went to Momo after tat to meet my friends there.In the end reach there not even 30mins CNB and CID do routine check wtf.Switch on the lights and do and check yeah wtf is this been like 1000000000years nv had this situation unlike the old days.Well came to our table and as for our IC and ask who has records.For those who dunno wat is record(means have visited prison and having holiday there)Well the whole table replied yes lol.Well they check and after tat return all of us our IC den went on to some other tables.I was drunk and couldnt bother much.But well one of my friend was damn unlucky to get a second spot check and in the end up the lorry.3 of my friends ended up in police station phew lucky it was not me.Well i saw a pretty gal whom was sitting at our table with her 3 friends(they are not my friends but my other friend friend)One of them appear to be one of my internet friend(wtf coincidence)well i nv approach her in the end but if fate is so good one day will be seeing her there again.If i not wrong her name should be Josephine.Correct me if i not wrong lol.Having a Hangover and a down down flu.When will the rain stop and give me some peace omg its only Saturday i cant go out with this sickness.Reach home at 4 and slept till 9am and woke up fug shit.Com going to crash any moment.Fucking tick tick sound goes on n on when the com is going to hang.Never experience such a problem before.Might need to backup all my things before the whole com goes crashing and i can say sayonara to the internet world for a few days or maybe weeks.Maybe the power cord of the fucking Hdd not giving enough power to my Hdd and goes crashing.DUN TICK N TICK makes me feel like a automatic bomb.Wtf.Gotta save this post first and start another before the com starts another ticking bomb and crash me.

Nonetheless

2006-03-28T20:12:00.000+08:00

Well rem after tat day at Momo on Wednesday i been sick till today running nose every fug day.Wanted to take MC but bah i am lazy to even go see doctor cos i hate to get money claims for MC.And although many work to do i still will slack around no matter wat.Fitting in a new environment at the moment doing new things well at least it seems new to me cos the system has all changed due to the fact i was promoted previously to do tech support.Well doing tech support on phone is fun when u get scolding from idiotic idiots.I even quarrel with some assholes but i dun care cos i choose targets whom are ridiculous ppl.Being in customer service is lot better but sometimes some ppl wont like to see yr face black when they enter tat service center.
Every job has pros and cons.Depends on how you look at it.Well at least i been working here like almost 6yrs.6 yrs well if i could last tat long with my loved one wont tat be amazing lol.Well thinking of it now i am really old now.Age is crashing on me but i want a perfect gal well i know there isnt one perfect gal in this world.Well there is nice gal in Singapore yeah hell i know there is but where can i find such a gal.Well definitely not when clubbing time unless its those rare ones whom comes out to clubbing when friends birthday or etc.Well let time tell dun haf any in mind right now maybe i need to go out and get more fresh air den i will meet someone special.Well why am i here talking so much cos today is game server maintenance lol.Tomolo will be a whole new world to me again.

Well lets see wat i have done this week for my guildies.Yes i am a raid officer in guild and i am the one always leading when my Guild masters arent on.It isnt easy being an officer cos u need to haf commands obey just like in the army days lol.Well brought one bugger who complain and wanted to leave guild cos no one helps him lol.Now u got it Zarlax so stop complaining do more with ME and u will see wat goodies u get.Below is the pic the room was on fire cos i raise the fire as it is a quest well i am a ugly priest undead and doesnt haf a jaw well i can say i am cool but some ppl wont realise it hehe.

V for 5, Vendetta = Vengeance

2006-03-27T10:16:00.000+08:00

On friday fugging having problems with game server and couldnt login ffs.Try and try until i gave up and in the end watch Spiderman 1 n 2 in my room till i fell asleep.
Saturday morning same thing try to login and gave up and went out to haf lunch with Jiaquan at Clementi.Long time nv went there to eat the claypot Ma You Ji.After the lunch he went Bishan and i went to Qingxiang house to get Mp3 using my sister thumbdrive.Its a humid and hot day on Saturday cant stand the heat at my friend house so i went home early around 5+.I was able to login and was happy like fug but in the end i was doing nothing inside cos there arent many ppl online.In the end i went to sleep and went to watch V for Vendetta midnight at Jurong Point with my cousin and friend.
The show was very long and nice.Too bad V die at the end.Hes like a political hero talk too much yet concern about the public.Nice show a thumbs up for tat show.Must SEE.Went home around 4am and slept till 10+ woke up started my gaming again till late afternoon went out with Ah peh to get Hp at West Mall.Too long nv see each other and many things happen and he didnt know too.Well i was quite tired after a long walk at West Mall and after having lunch went home to sleep.Till now still sick i think i haf nose problem lol.Feel like chopping my nose away.Sick at work now in office damn alot of work to be done.Gotta rush to do some work before deadline is up.

Madness day!

2006-03-23T14:51:00.000+08:00

Ytd night having a mood swing after being swung by a bunch of idiots.One blurred dumb mage one agro king shaman and one tanking dodo cow.Wiped like as if repairing my armor is free of charge.I gave up the run halfway thru and went clubbing with my friends.

1130 reach there fugging Xingjian always fugging hell leave damn early.Haven even sit for 30mins and he said he need to go home kaoz.The next time another party with him i be the one leaving early den him.Was having fun and Mad in MOMO madness.Saw Elynn and keep on throwing ice on me.Duno whether her bf is there or not hope i didnt get any stares from him LOL.Mai kia nin beh si buay kia eh.Fanny come with crystal and her friends and Sandra came with Eileen.The feeling of being surrounded is fun but the most best thing is the next day i cant rem who is who lol.Drink too much got drunk and woke up late for work and getting a slight hangover.Now sick in office damn it.One bugger colleague nv come to work somemore haiz.Lucky i went off at 3+ although Fanny ask me dun go back so early.I got determination to go means i will go somemore wanna use char bo to sia me to stay tan gu gu la.Now having flu in office think will get MC tomolo lol.Take MC tomolo at home pa game more fun wahhaa.

Fun Fun Fun!

2006-03-20T10:59:00.000+08:00

Friday was very pathetic sick in office yet cannot take medical leave to rest at home.Went home the next day was still sick but went out early in the morning to bring my friend to bike shop to do his bike and end up at Bukit Timah eating prata.I really wonder why there is ppl whom said tat Bukit Timah prata is better den Pasir Panjang.The prata at both place is damn different.Bukit Timah prata you cannot taste the prata taste at all.When u ask for cheese prata or mushroom cheese prata the cheese is too much till you feel like eating cheese only.Sometimes i feel like puking out all the cheese lol.I was so shag in the end went home and went to sleep.

Jiaquan call me tat day and ask me out to celebrate his birthday with a few friends.Went to a pub at St. George with Rongyao and his cousin and haf a few drinks.Saw wenfeng there also with his friends Chatted abit and was there for quite sometime and one of the waitress there resemble my Friend COCO sister Jean.Its so look alike just like from a photostating machine LOL.But well shes from china so shouldnt be her and i thought she was Jean LOL.I was abit drunk and went to Momo to meet up with Haojie and some friends there.Really Old friends.Saw Coco there and kept on hitting me like a crazy kuku bird.Seems like a gang gathering there too long nv seen so many long lost friends.Well i went home early tat day around 3+ cos i know i need to wake up early to attend the following day game raid.I actually fell asleep in the cab.

Next morning Sunday woke up at around 1045am and receive a msn msg before i even log on to ask me be quick to login before the raid is full cos its almost 20 man full.Fugging server got authentication problem and was trying damn hard to logon.Lucky got in tat time still haf 2space left.Went on in with another guild and got down 2 bosses and went to Mandokir the raptor boss in ZG.Wiped at Snake boss Venoxis 3times before getting her down.And Jeklik the bat boss 5 times.Haiz wat a bloody wiped.Anyway the other guild ppl arent very familiar with us yet so abit lack of communication and understanding tats why took so hard to get those 2 bloody idiots down.Mandokir was a fun boss but bloody tankers are sleeping on the fugging job.One boss one Raptor GM was tanking Boss yet the raptor another tanker was suppose to tank him yet was doing a Michael Jackson moonwalk in the end 1 hunter was killed before he start to tank the raptor.Haiz some ppl really suits to play maplestory instead tired of teaching and guiding.When the time comes for 40man i think will haf a more worst situation if we cant even handle simple situations like this.Damn Shag whole day helping out.Need to get some rest.

Fugging stress and tedious.....

2006-03-17T10:35:00.000+08:00

I really hate it fugging stress from guildies.
Why did i give so much to being a officer in guild.
Fugging stress and tedious.Just receive a msg from a guildie say hes quitting and wanna move to another server.Fugging complains.Damn pissed off right now.
Fugging hell i think i gonna take a fugging break and ask the Gms to do their job instead of me doing it and babysitting all of them.Hate this job.
Next thing fugging cb when i leading a fugging full raid of 15man den comes a bloody fugger teaching me to do this do tat.Bloody CCB EH I GOT MORE EXPERIENCE DEN YOU IN ALL THE DAMN BLOODY RAIDS INSTANCES I DID.Dun Fugging HELL COME TEACH YOUR FATHER HOW TO FUCK.If this bloody damn thing starts again i gonna bloody hell quit my job as an officer and be a normal member will do.
Fugging Game Of Wowers.

Friend just got back his bike think gonna bring him go do his bike and relax myself from game at least fugging two days.Fugging pissed off now.Mother told me my room will be like half of my current room i having now.(Moving house in case you dunno)
Shit i already got like too many shit in my room.My whole PC and my stuff already occupy 1/3 of my room now.Need to buy a new computer table.Dunno when i will have the time to maybe go ikea to see and buy one table.

Boring Weekdays!

2006-03-14T15:11:00.000+08:00

Fugging Saturday My friend and my bike broke down at the same time in the end need to take cab go home lol.Two Birds in one shot die must die together.In the end cant go out cos my legs broken lol.

Monday Morning sit bus to work damn amazing i still can stand on bus lol.In the end i took half day and went to take my bike back.After full service expensive like hell maybe bcos i speed too much and burn almost everything in my bike like piston ring block casket etc etc until full costs 300 bucks lol.I cannot believe it man But at least now bike abit more power den last time(scared of TP now)

Everyday work eat play game sleep damn boring is there anything else a person can do when he reaches 27.Clubbing and drinking is abit harmful to health if everytime does tat.Maybe time to find a hobby but in the meantime save some money up first.Dun wan to be loaded but just wan to be carefree and dun need to think of always no money in the pocket.Formatting fugging laptop so is free to do some blogging before i go back to work anyway still slacking at work till next week as nothing to do cos nothing up on hand.

Unpleasant happenings!

2006-03-10T12:24:00.000+08:00

Some unpleasant things happen during when i am not around anyway i wont bother about it.
Some ppl are just ungrateful and i have seen alot.Just like passerbys in our lifes so it really doesnt matter much to me.Most impt is that my friends are still alive and kicking.
Still remember the day when the gates of Ahn Qiraj open it was 4am Singapore time.The server crash when the gates open tat day LOL.Below is the pic i took when the door was opening and its only one side of the door there are basically 5 sides with ppl.I cant possibly count all the heads but the looks of it is more den 500ppl.